CHAPTER SEVENTY NINE
Liam was shaken, and confused. He was running mad, and he feared for her life… for their lives.
He quickly ordered his men to pull her up, and help her to the bed.
The guards hurriedly cut the cloth around her neck, and he watched in horror, as they lifted a barely breathing Alyssa into her room.
He wasn’t satisfied with what she said in her room, so he told them to take her to his room.NôvelDrama.Org © content.
Liam ran after the guards that were carrying Alyssa to the main house.
When they got inside, he rushed after them to his room. His heart was beating fast, that he thought it was going to come out of his chest. He had never been that scared before.
The thoughts of losing her just seemed… a little bit too much for him. He knew that if she ever leaves him, he’s definitely going to follow her, without even thinking about Timothy.
Yes, he was ready to be that selfish for Alyssa.
As Alyssa was dropped on the bed, then it finally hit him. He was the cause of her current situation. He really pushed her up to the point of her wanting to kill herself.
He frustrated her, made life difficult for her, insulted her, and he did all sorts of bad things to her, and she just kept on taking everything in without saying anything.
Now, he was sure that she tried killing herself because she was tired of everything.
He made her tired of everything.
Liam hit his fist against the wall, and he rested his head on the wall. He tried holding the tears that were threatening to stream down his face, but it was really hard to do that.
When he saw that he was about to cry, he sent the guards outside to call the doctor that’d check her, and see if her situation isn’t worse.
He was alone with Alyssa, and he went to sit on the bed with her. He took her hands into his, and he started crying like a baby.
Liam was feeling sad, guilty and conflicted that the girl he still loves, who was so against him killing himself back then, had been pushed by his hand to the point that her only solution was to end her life.
God, he hated himself so much.
He should have been the one, he really should.
He moved closer to her, and he rested his head on her shoulder, praying for her to come around and insult him again.
Liam badly wanted her to just say something, a word or anything. He just wanted to hear her voice, so he would be rest assured that his Alyssa was still with him..
A few minutes later, the guards arrived with the doctor.
He felt relieved when he saw the doctor, and his grip on Alyssa’s hand was tightened.
The doctor moved closer to them, and he told Liam that he had to leave her hand alone, so he would be able to do his job properly.
At first, he felt reluctant to do that, but when the doctor told him that if he didn’t leave the spot, then he wouldn’t be able to do anything, he just knew that he had to obey the doctor.
While the doctor was inspecting Alyssa’s body, Liam kept on telling him not to touch her, that he was the only one that had the right to do that.
The doctor threw a weird look at me, and Liam just knew that he made a mistake.
He promised the doctor that he wasn’t going to disturb him anymore, so he would be able to take care of Alyssa properly.
Everything was going smoothly, but the doctor wasn’t saying anything about Alyssa’s health.
Liam was feeling anxious by the minute, and the doctor not saying anything was just making it worse.
“What’s wrong? Is she fine? What about her breathing?” Liam asked all at once, and the doctor shouted at him to just calm down.
“I understand you’re feeling really frustrated, just calm down. I believe she’ll be fine, you should believe that too.” The doctor said, and Liam gave a quick nod to that.
The doctor is right, I should be calm. He thought, and took in a sharp breath. He released it a second later.
He felt a bit better after the doctor’s reassurance, even though he was still anxious.
A minute after the reassurance, Liam really wanted to interrupt what the doctor was doing, because he believed the doctor was wasting time.
Alyssa hasn’t even moved or stirred a little since she got to his room, and her breathing looked really shallow. He was starting to become really worried.
“She isn’t breathing, is she?” He suddenly asked the doctor, but the doctor didn’t reply.
Liam didn’t need the doctor’s fake reassurance, he already knew the answer already.
He silently walked out of the room, and he started walking outside, when someone’s annoying voice stopped him.
Ella’s.
Liam ignored her, and she continued calling after him.
A few seconds later, he felt her hand on his shoulder, and he suddenly turned around to shout at her.
He gave her a really deadly glare, and he pinned her to the nearest wall around him.
“What do you want? Tell me, what do you want?” Liam screamed at Ella, and she tightly shut her eyes because she was afraid that he was going to hit her.
“Don’t hit me, please.” She pleaded, and Liam subconsciously left her alone.
Her action took him by surprise, she really took him to be a monster.
Well, maybe she is right.
He really is a monster. He hurt the only woman he was in love with.
A monster is what he is, and misters don’t deserve someone that’s as innocent as Alyssa.
If only he could just say sorry to her one last time…
He wiped off the tears on his wet face, and he ran back to his room to meet Alyssa.
When he got to the room, he started shaking the doctor to tell him if she was fine or not!
“I need to know now.” He said, and he dragged the doctor up to answer him.
The doctor was shocked, and he didn’t know what to say to Liam.
Well, it was more like he didn’t know how to tell him what he wanted to tell him.
“You have to calm down… please.” The doctor said, and Liam left his collar.
He was angry, but he realized that beating the doctor up wouldn’t solve anything at all.
When the doctor was about to speak, Timothy walked into the room when he heard the commotion.
Liam was shocked, and he just knew that the boy didn’t deserve to see his mother in that state, it’s way too traumatizing for a child.
“Come on.” Liam grabbed his hand, and he started leading him outside, but the boy didn’t want to go.
“You need to come with me.” Liam said, and without saying anything else, the boy quietly went after him.
When they got outside, he asked about his mother again, and Liam hugged him, promising that Alyssa would be alright.
Even if he didn’t believe it himself.