Bleeding obsession

23) Jealousy!

Xavier's pov

We swayed on the music as I tried to create a conversation with Anamika. She is stiff in my hold even

though I am barely touching her. My hands is resting on her waist gently and she is resting her hands

on my shoulder which I can't even feel.

I don't know why she is so scared of me, I know I am mafia but she isn't someone whom I will hurt. I

intend to do only business with her nothing else, after seeing her work I am impressed and she is

famous for her reputation.

"So what you think about the deal, is there anything else where I can make changes..."

I asked and she looked up with her deep blue eyes. I must say she is marvelously beautiful woman and

I would have been wipped for her too of its not for Sarah. I hate to admit but Sarah has so much effect

on me that I can't see anyone else beyond her.

"I will think about it Mr. King... But the condition is that business will be totally legal and there won't be

any violence in front of me. If there are some mistakes or errors in the work then we will solve it

rationally so I hope you can keep your mafia temper in check. The moment I see any kind of

misbehavior from your side, I'll leave the project as it is..."

She said, looking quite confident than before.

Looks like my gestures worked, I wouldn't have been this much gentle if she isn't woman. But I like the

confidence in her voice, that's what I wanted. I wonder what's the reason behind her this behavior, she

is totally professional around men and not like other women's who loves to do scandals and

controversies and that's what makes me excited to do business with her. It will be a great experience.

She is a classy woman and it shows from her way of carrying herself and her dressing style. I twirled

her around at the music and I got the glimpse of tattoo on her back as her long hair got swayed, it looks

like she has it all over her back.

Wow! Didn't expected a woman like her to have tattoos. She is indeed a mysterious woman. But it

doesn't matter to me because my everything is screaming for only one person and the love which I can

never get from her.

Even if she is my wife now, even if destiny has brought us together again, Even if she is behaving more

sweet and different now still I can't look at her with the same loving eyes. My Anger always overpower

the love for Sarah.

I want to forget everything about her, I wish someone could make my pain vanish and leave me blank

like before I met her because I can't deny the fact that she still has effect on me. sometimes i moaned

her name when I use to fuck Amanda, I used to see her face in her when I was drown in alcohol.

And since I have seen Sarah again I couldn't touch Amanda again, It feels like I am betraying myself. All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

Where I am trying to run when everything is in my head, body and soul. I don't think I can look at any

other woman like I used to do to Sarah and Amanda is nowhere near her.

She looks so stunning today, I must say she isn't that nerd anymore. Her curves has came out more

prominent and defined and I can't describe in words how much I was obsessed over that. She has

hourglass figure and it always turns me on. She looks so innocent yet so sexy.

But why I can't see the same glow on her face, where did it disappeared. Most of the time she looks

tired. May be because she has responsibilities now. She wasn't a multitasking person, I don't know how

she is managing everything. Is that why you left me Sarah?... For this position and status which nothing

but a toxic life.

When she saw me killing that man it must have been shock for her. I never told her before that I am the

son of mafia leader and the heir of his gang. I didn't wanted to scare her and was waiting for the right

time. For her I was just a boy who is son of some Normal parents but reality was far more different than

that. May she thought the same because I had no idea that her father is in mafia. She just told me that

her father is a famous businessman.

My eyes involuntarily searched for her in the crowd of fools and my jaw automatically clenched when I

saw her dancing with Italian Mafia.

Is she fucking crazy, why the fuck is she with him. she has no idea how dangerous that man is and how

bad his reputation with woman. He won't think twice before hurting her. Massimo Marino is not a

gentleman in any way, he is a monster.

I saw her struggling in His hold with horrified expressions, good! Now that stupid girl realized how much

in deep shit she is. I glared at Him thinking he might let her go but he fucking Smirked.

That's it, I can't let her get harassed by some manwhore.

"Excuse me..."

I said to Anamika and strode towards them, I don't care if this creates a scene or might cause

bloodbath. I can't let him do that.

I grabbed her by arm and pulled away from him, he let it go too easily as per my expectations. I heard

Sarah gasping and panicking but she visibly relaxed when she saw me.

"She is my wife... Stay away from her..."

I said firmly.

He smirked.

"Then you shouldn't leave your beautiful wife alone. She asked for it by the way, looks like she doesn't

like you dancing with someone else. Be careful man, don't loose your treasure..."

He said arrogantly and walked away.

What the fuck! Why would she ask for a dance. Is she fucking crazy. I looked down at her and she was

looking down like she is regretting her decision. Good! You should be.

I can feel some curious eyes on us, not wanting to create a scene I pulled her out of the hall to the

parking lot. She need a piece of mind.

She gasped when I slammed her against the car door.

"Are you fucking crazy. What the hell you were thinking... Do you know how much dangerous he is. He

can make you vanish within blink of an eye and no one will ever know that you fucking existed. If you

wanted to whore around then atleast find a right man."

I don't care how bad I sound right now but she need a reality check.

My blood is boiling only with the thought of her being with someone else, I shouldn't care but as always

I am fucked up.

I saw visible changes in her expressions. I know she is angry. She was never good in tolerating insults

and love to give sassy replies and have got that thick ass red whenever she used to do that to me.

She glared at me with her mad amber orbs.

"I wasn't whoring around, I didn't knew that he is a fucking mafia king. And it will be better if you don't

talk about my personal life because as much I know, you are here with your mistress. So don't question

me..."

She spat.

I clenched my fist and banged it on the car window.

"I have a right to question you and I will because I am your fucking husband..."

This is the first time she is talking to me like this and definitely has talked this much after our marriage

but why there is no same look in her eyes. It's like I am a stranger to her. Was it so easy for you to

forget Sarah.

"You are my husband only on papers not in real life. You have no right over my life just because you

have put a ring on my finger and you are mafia boss..."

She looks like a little angry puppy. She is short and had to look up.

So you don't take me as your husband, huh?. Well I am not surprised because I kind of expected that.

Why would you come back after breaking me. If it's not because of your father you would have been

with someone whom you truly love.

"Why do you care if I am with someone else. Why come to help me when you hate me. Why question

me as if you have right over me like you own me... We are nothing..."

She looked dead in my eyes.

It does matter Sarah, it matters when I see you with someone else because my insides starts boiling,

because only I have a right to touch you, to love you. I don't want to feel like this but I can't help it, I

can't and that's what agonizing. But no matter what I won't show my that side to you, not anymore.

"You are right... We are nothing... But atleast don't ruin my reputation in front of people, everyone

knows that you are my wife..."

I spat.

She scoffed rolling her eyes and I swear it took everything in me not to throw her across my lap.

"No one knows Xavier because then you wouldn't have came here with your mistress as a fucking

happy couple. We are no one to the world."

Did I just heard the hint of jealousy in her voice, well it should be because that's what I wanted to hear.

You should know how does it feel.

"Are you sure about that my dear wife because if you want to keep it a secret then I would love to break

it. Guess what our marriage is not a secret anymore"

I Smirked and she looked at me confused.

"What do you mean?"

She asked frowning like it can be a big problem for her.

I don't give a fuck about it baby because if this is bothering you then I must do this, it will be fun. I

leaned down and slammed my lips on her, she was taken a back and froze in her place.

I grabbed her struggling hands and deepened the kiss, it's been so long I have tasted this sweet mouth

and tastes the fucking same, divine.

I pulled back making her gasp for the air, she was about to lash out when her eyes got shut close due

to flashlights. Her face turned horrified as she saw crowd of the reporters who have got the live footage

of our kissing and till now whole city must be seeing this.

Let them see that you are the wife of same man whom you betrayed years ago.