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Chapter 84: empty

I didn't noticed I already fell asleep. I woke a little bit. I'm leaning on Jerry's back. The 3 men are still

talking while Lisa and the other woman are both on Mr. Aragon's lap. I'm like a dummy laying down

there. So I thought It's Jerry I'm with so I hugged him and said. "Let's go home." The two guys are

confused now.

"Jerry let's go home." I whispered once more. Jerry is on the other side, Im hugging Andrei and

whispering on his ears. ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

"I think Tara has to rest." Actually Andrei is confused whether to take me or not. Coz he is staying in the

house with my brother. He definitely wants to take me home but where? And will Jerry let him do so?

"Your right. We better go. Thanks for tonight Mr. Aragon. Nice seeing you here man. He gave a hand

shake to Andrei then Jerry took me to his back. The two girls went inside Mr. Aragon's car.

"Thanks for your gift Jerry. I will surely enjoy it." That's Mr Aragon's last message, I'm too drunk to

understand it. I just wanna go home.

Andrei sent his goodbye too. He wants to help carry me to the car but Jerry didn't let him. My mind is

so empty like a vacuum in the morning. I'm back to my room. I'm alone and I'm still wearing the same

clothes I'm wearing from last night. I feel like shit. I rushed myself to the toilet. I didn't get laid. I will be

fine to any of those guys from last night. The young man, Andrei, Jerry or even Mr. Aragon. Oooh how I

miss sex! Sometimes I dream of Franco and the moments we were together. But I'm no longer sure if I

miss him or I just miss sex. I'm sure I miss a guy's touch. I washed my face with cold water. I stare at

my face on the mirror my make up has melted. I need a shower.