Novel Update
Chapter 87
Chapter 87
To answer your points:
I'll go with spanking - as that's what it was.
So you felt demeaned, debased, abused & assaulted - how very Tess Durbeyfield of you. I believe it
was you who decided on the debasement if I remember correctly. Do you really feel like this or do you
think you ought to feel like this?
Two very different things. If that is how you feel, do you think you could just try and embrace these
feelings, deal with them, for meThat's what a submissive would do.
I am grateful for your inexperience. I value it, and I'm only beginning to understand what it means.
Simply put... it means that you are mine in every way.
Yes, you were aroused, which in turn was very arousing, there's nothing wrong with that.
Happy does not even begin to cover how I felt. Ecstatic joy comes close.
Punishment spanking hurts far more than sensual spanking - so that's about as hard as it gets, unless
of course you commit some major transgression, in which case I'll use some implement to punish you
with. My hand was very sore. But I like that.
I felt sated too - more so than you could ever know.
Don't waste your energy on guilt, feelings of wrongdoing etc. We are consent-ing adults and what we
do behind closed doors is between ourselves. You need to free your mind and listen to your body.
The world of M&A is not nearly as stimulating as you are Miss Steele.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
Holy crap... mine in every way. My breath hitches.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Consenting Adults!
Date: May 27 2011 08:26
To: Christian Grey
Aren't you in a meeting?
I'm very glad your hand was sore.
And if I listened to my body, I'd be in Alaska by now.
Ana
PS: I will think about embracing these feelings.
From: Christian Grey
Subject: You Didn't Call the Cops
Date: May 27 2011 08:35
To: Anastasia Steele
Miss Steele
I am in a meeting discussing the futures market if you're really interested.
For the record - you stood beside me knowing what I was going to do.
You didn't at any time ask me to stop - you didn't use either safe word.
You are an adult - you have choices.
Quite frankly, I'm looking forward to the next time my palm is ringing with pain.
You're obviously not listening to the right part of your body.
Alaska is very cold and no place to run. I would find you.
I can track your cell phone - remember?
Go to work.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
I scowl at the screen. He's right of course. It's my choice. Hmm. Is he serious about coming to find me,
should I decide to escape for a whileMy mind flits briefly to my mother's offer. I hit reply.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Stalker
Date: May 27 2011 08:36
To: Christian Grey
Have you sought therapy for your stalker tendencies?
Ana
From: Christian Grey
Subject: StalkerMe?
Date: May 27 2011 08:38
To: Anastasia Steele
I pay the eminent Dr. Flynn a small fortune with regard to my stalker and other tendencies.
Go to work.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Expensive Charlatans
Date: May 27 2011 08:40
To: Christian Grey
May I humbly suggest you seek a second opinion?
I am not sure that Dr. Flynn is very effective.
Miss Steele
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Second Opinions
Date: May 27 2011 08:43
To: Anastasia Steele
Not that it's any of your business, humble or otherwise, but Dr. Flynn is the second opinion.
You will have to speed, in your new car, putting yourself at unnecessary risk - I think that's against the
rules. ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .
GO TO WORK.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: SHOUTY CAPITALS
Date: May 27 2011 08:47
To: Christian Grey
As the object of your stalker tendencies - I think it is my business actually.
I haven't signed yet. So rules schmules. And I don't start until 9:30.
Miss Steele
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Descriptive Linguistics
Date: May 27 2011 08:49
To: Anastasia Steele
SchmulesNot sure where that appears in Webster's Dictionary Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Descriptive Linguistics
Date: May 27 2011 08:52
To: Christian Grey
It's between control freak and stalker.
And descriptive linguistics is a hard limit for me.
Will you stop bothering me now?
I'd like to go to work in my new car.
Ana
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Challenging but amusing Young Women
Date: May 27 2011 08:56
To: Anastasia Steele
My palm is twitching.
Drive safely Miss Steele.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
The Audi is a joy to drive. It has power steering. Wanda, my Beetle, has no power in it at all -
anywhere, so my daily workout, which was driving my Beetle, will cease. Oh, but I will have a personal
trainer to contend with, according to Christian's rules. I frown. I hate exercising.
While I am driving, I try and analyze our email exchange. He's a patronizing son-of-a-bitch sometimes.
And then I think of Grace and I feel guilty. But of course, she wasn't his birth mother. Hmm that's a
whole world of unknown pain. Well, patronizing son-of-a-bitch works well then. Yes. I'm an adult, thank
you for reminding me, Christian Grey, and it is my choice. The problem is, I just want Christian, not all
his... baggage - and right now he has a 747 hold's worth of baggage. Could I just lie back and embrace
itLike a submissiveI've said I'd try. It's an awfully big ask.
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