Chapter 155: Grief
Right in the middle of the crowd, they both kept arguing about it.
Charmaine Qiu really misunderstands Sansa Ran, she thinks that since she and Dean Lan are in love with each other, on the other hand, she always cheats on her, which is simply a waste of Dean Lan’s love and a provocation to herself.
“Charmaine, can you calm down. I really don’t want you to get hurt. You are so simple and kind, I really can’t bear it.” Sansa Ran continued to take Charmaine Qiu’s hand, as she always did, trying to save her from her terrible mess of a mood.
“So tell me, do you like Dean Lan?” asked Charmaine Qiu, taking Sansa Ran’s hand and yanking her hard towards her. Her pupils tightened and she continued to ask in a serious manner.
Sansa Ran did not know how to answer, and felt that if she continued to hide it, it might be a harm instead of a protection for her.
“Hmm.” So she nodded slowly. Charming eyes were instantly filled with worry. She was worried that Charmaine Qiu would take it even more.
As expected, Charmaine Qiu pushed her hand away fiercely, the feeling of sadness and anger in her heart having exploded completely.
She was in tears, a far cry from the way she looked a moment ago.
“That’s enough, don’t you say anymore. I will never forgive you, Sansa Ran,” Charmaine Qiu said, a little incoherent with grief, her eyes filled with hatred for Sansa Ran as she spoke more and more sadly.
Sansa Ran looked gloomy and frightened, can’t she really have both? Is she really going to lose her?
Sansa Ran’s heart was soothing, but her feet were uncontrollably chasing after her again.
Chasing after, Charmaine Qiu suddenly stopped in his tracks, slowly turned his head and stared angrily at Sansa Ran.
“Stop chasing me. You’re really annoying do you know that? We’ll never be friends again.” Charmaine Qiu closed than eyes, eyes overflowing from the corners of her eyes. It was easy to see that she still had some reluctance. But now her hatred for Sansa Ran was greater than anything else. She announced loudly and resolutely.
Sansa Ran silently shed tears that it was all just as imagined. At once, her heart was filled with a feeling of guilt. She continued to look up at Charmaine Qiu and shook her head desperately at her.
Charmaine Qiu did not say anything more, wiped away the tears and turned around and ran away without looking back.
Sansa Ran did not go after her again, she suddenly squatted down extremely helplessly, hugging her knees and falling into sadness.
With a sudden realization, she picked up her cell phone and called Dean Lan without hesitation.
“Dean, I’ve told Charmaine Qiu all the facts.” Sansa Ran sobbed.
She didn’t know what to do next, because she was helpless and she had lost someone who was important to her.
Dean Lan heard her sad voice and knew that Charmaine Qiu must have said something harsh to her, so I guess she must be crying like a baby by now.
“Just now her whole person changed when she found out, and she wanted to cut me off. I’m really scared. What should I do.” Sansa Ran continued, her tone exuding a strong sense of panic and discomfort.
“Sansa, no more crying. Tell me where you are. I’ll come to you right now.” Dean Lan’s heart tightened, he would not allow his woman to suffer this kind of aggravation, so while driving faster, he nervously reassured, “Sansa, stay where you are now. Calm down.”
Sansa Ran gave him the address. After she hung up the phone, she was still drowning in grief and guilt.
When he arrived at the entrance of the restaurant, Dean Lan saw Sansa Ran crouching on the ground and without saying a word, he got out of the car and ran towards her.
“Sansa, Sansa,” Dean Lan hurriedly picked her up off the floor, draped his coat over her and took her into his arms, “Don’t be sad.”
Sansa Ran leaned into his sturdy arms and subconsciously put her hands on his neck and cried to her heart’s content.
“Dean, I really don’t know why I was so confused. I’m so sad now.” Sansa Ran hugged Dean Lan, like a helpless kitten.
Dean Lan’s eyes dimmed, thinking that maybe it was better for her to be brave and tell Charmaine Qiu the truth, let her grieve for a while now and let all the pain out. After all, this is something she will have to face sooner or later.
“I shouldn’t have told her so directly and so quickly. I hate myself so much.” Sansa Ran shook her head desperately in Dean Lan’s arms and raised her hand to gently hit her head. This really wasn’t the outcome she wanted.
“Well baby, what do you want to do? How about what will make you happy?” Dean Lan held her tightly to stop her irresponsible self-inflicted venting mode.
Sansa Ran bit her lip, a shaky tear flooding the bottom of her eye. She didn’t answer his question, she just hugged him tighter and tighter.
“Dean, I really don’t want nothing to happen between Charmaine Qiu and me. You know, this aching feeling is really bothering me.” Sansa Ran slumped wearily against Dean Lan’s body, tears flowing out more freely.
“Let’s not talk about it. I’ll take you home now.” Dean Lan lifted his hand and ran it gently over her soft fur, dropping a kiss on her hair as he spoke.
“What am I going to do.” Sansa Ran kept refusing to move her feet and seemed to be thinking about how to save the friendship.
Dean Lan gave her a direct princess hug, carrying her carefully to the passenger seat.
“Sansa, now you are doing this for me, for me you are not allowed to be sad like this anymore.” Dean Lan took a serious look at Sansa Ran, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and then drove the car straight in the direction of her house.
“Dean, if it were you, what would you choose?” Sansa Ran sat in the car, slowly regained his mood, but his eyes were still a bit empty and dull, and spoke lightly.
Dean Lan sighed deeply and replied solemnly, “If it were me, I would have only one answer. I would choose you without hesitation.”
A faint smile appeared on Sansa Ran’s face as she looked over at Dean Lan with nothing but sadness on her face.
“Maybe if I could just be as spontaneous as you.” Sansa Ran said to herself.From NôvelDrama.Org.
Her heart was already full of contradictions, and she really didn’t know how to choose between love and friendship. But sometimes she has to make a choice.
“She must be very upset right now.” Sansa Ran thought and continued to speak again.
She secretly resolved to find a chance to have a proper talk with Charmaine Qiu. But she didn’t know how to find her now and let her calm down, at this moment she was already in an unprecedented embarrassment.