Chapter 35 Control
Chapter 35 Control
“You don’t have to do this for me.” Rachel Stuart doesn’t know what to say, “I was wrong. I shouldn't be
angry today. I shouldn’t just leave. And I shouldn’t say divorce. But you shouldn’t…Sorry I didn’t control
myself well.”
Thomas Grey shakes his head, “It's my fault, baby, you are annoyed by me, otherwise, you wouldn't be
like this.”
“I know your temper. If you had not been irritated by me, how could you have made such a decisive
decision?”
Rachel Stuart agrees, because she did be irritated by Thomas Grey.
“Shall we discuss peacefully if there is something happened in the future? You don't need to make
concessions for everything. If you keep doing that, our problems will be increasing.”
“But honey, you don’t know what I would do to you if I don’t let you... Sometimes I can’t control my
feelings. So, you must, must not give me the opportunity to be willful.”
Rachel Stuart suddenly gets scared, “You...”
Thomas Grey strokes her gently, “Don't be afraid. I will try my best to suppress myself.”
“Actually, actually you need not suppress yourself.” God knows what Rachel Stuart is saying, “I know, it
doesn't seem very good for a man to be suppressed for too long.”
Thomas Grey's eyes become deeper and deeper, “Do you know what you are saying?”
Rachel Stuart nods, “Of course.” But why is she a little scared now?
“If you really know what you are saying, you probably wouldn't have said it.” Thomas Grey sighs,
“Honey, if you keep saying this, you will release a monster that you can't tame. Are you sure?”
“But it's enough that I know this monster won't hurt me.”
Rachel Stuart knows she lost this time.
And she lost completely.
It's not that she can't feel the love Thomas Grey feels about her.
It is because she feels it that she becomes frightened and uneasy.
The love comes so suddenly and it makes her doubt. She doesn't know how long would Thomas Grey
persist this love for her.
But today, after hearing what Thomas Grey said, she knows she doesn’t need to worry. Because he
has persisted this one thing for a whole decade, and she doesn’t know how long she would have held
on if it was her.
But she admits that she has a crush on him.
The crush she has never felt before.
The crush she has never felt for Cameron Crane.
Thomas Grey is still trying to calm himself down. He tries to control himself. “You won’t regret? If the
monster comes out, you will be imprisoned by the monster. The monster won't even let you talk to
others. The monster just wants you to have him in your world. Are you sure you won't regret?”
Rachel Stuart shakes her head. She leans forward and smiles, “No, because I know he loves me. The
monster that loves me won't do anything that makes me unhappy, and, I suppose, you can control that
monster, right?” Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
Rachel Stuart leans to him, he could feel her breath, the heat, and it makes him hot.
“I... can’t guarantee.” He looks down and kisses the corner of her lips. “But I will try.”
Then he kisses her so hard.