Chapter 162
Now that Camilo was before him, she was speechless. She had a lot of things to say to him on her way. She wanted to confess her feelings to him and promise never to neglect him but he was fine and had just a few bruises on him.
He was alive and that was all she cared for. She gulped hard averting her gaze from him. What would she do now? How would she explain her coming here to him?
“Why are you here?” Caspian asked but she was yet to have an answer. She felt nervous before him, she wanted to hug him so badly and air out her feelings yet her entire body felt numb.
“Cami….” He called moving close to her. He placed a finger on her jaw lifting her face to him. She stared into his hopeful eyes, he wanted to be the reason she was here so badly. “Why did you come here in such a haste?”
“Caspian….” She whispered trying to look away from him but he pulled her face back to him. She pleaded with her eyes not wanting him to press any further. If she told him then things would change and what about her brother? This whole situation was messed up.
What if she confessed her feelings to Caspian? Would they be together? What would her future be like? Her brother would never accept them and it would be unfair that he worked his ass out for months to pay his debts in order to free her only to find out that she fell in love with the same man that made his life miserable.
She couldn’t straight-out ask Caspian to rid her brother off his debts, she would be taking advantage of his feelings and their would always be a price for such huge favour.
“You’re not saying anything Camilo.” His fingers were caressing her cheek which sent tingles over her body and deep into her heart.
“What do you want me to say?” She whispered feeling helpless at this point.
Caspian gulped hard as he searched for truth in her eyes.
‘Say you came here for me.’ he spoke within him.
“The truth.”
The truth? That was impossible for her. She shook her head slightly but he cupped her cheek in his palm almost melting her resolve. She wasn’t bulging and he let out a frustrated sigh. He trailed his fingers from her cheek into her hair pulling her close to his embrace.
He kissed her forehead and Camilo slowly wrapped her hands around his waist. He stiffened having not expected her to reciprocate the hug. Was this her way of admitting? He pulled her closer for a more passionate hug dropping pecks on her hair.
He inhaled her sent and she felt his warmth.
She loved this man and the thought of losing him this night had made her realize just how much he had eaten deep into her heart. He was a huge part of her life someone she couldn’t bear to live without. She knew this but felt it tonight. Life had played such a cruel game on her.
“You’re bleeding.” Camilo said pulling away from him. Her eyes stuck to his arm where he sustained an injury.
“It’s nothing….”
“How can you say that? You’re hurt Caspian.” She scolded to his surprise. She was worried about a slight injury he could bear. It made him happy that a smile lengthened his lips. She blinked nervously wondering why he was amused. “Where do I get an aid box here?” He remained silent still smiling at her. She scoffed in disbelieve, what was he pulling? She glared at him asking him to speak.
“I’ll take you.” He said and weaved his hand in her’s. He felt her stiffen under his hold and his lips twitched for a broader smile.
They got into one of the rooms which had a single bed and some cupboards by the wall. “In there, he said pointing to one of the cupboards.
She retrieved an aid box from it and placed it on the bed while asking Caspian to seat as well. She was getting uncomfortable with the way he was looking at her, watching her every move.
“Do you even have an idea on what to do?” He asked feeling amused.
“If you can keep quiet it would help me concentrate.” She said getting out the things she needed to treat his wound. “Also, if you can stop staring at me that way.” She managed a whisper. It took a lot of courage to say that.
“What if I can’t?” His voice came out deep yet sultery causing her body to heat up with sensations and her heart to skip few beats.
She locked eyes with him and regretted it instantly. The tension between them was getting worse by the second and she longed for him in that moment.
“Now you’re the one staring.” He said taking turns looking into her eyes and lips. His pulled the strands of her hair behind her ear and tilted his head towards her lips.
Camilo you have to stop this! She yelled within her but she couldn’t find the strength to resist him. She kept struggling within until their lips locked and next came explosion of sensations.
“Mmm….” She moaned as he delved deeper into her lips. She placed her hand on his chest while his fingers tickled her neck as it grazed the surface.
She whimpered as his kiss deepened and grew more hungry, her body had reacted against her will getting her all wet down there.
She pulled away suddenly as if regretting the kiss but Caspian wouldn’t let her be so he flipped her to the bed and kissed her according to his heart’s desire. He turned her into a moaning mess violating her lips with sinful kisses.
She whimpered, having a mixture of sobs and moans.
Caspian broke the kiss slowly. Her eyes were pleading with him yet he could see the yearning in there.
“Do you want more?”
“Caspian don’t….”
“If you really don’t want me then why did you come here in such a haste after hearing what happened?”
“I…. Just.” She broke off standing to her feet while leaving him on the bed. She hugged herself moving towards the window.Belongs © to NôvelDrama.Org.
“Why do you push me away so much Camilo?”
“Just stop!” She yelled running her hands over her face in frustration. It was easy for him to let out his feelings because he had nothing to lose but if she did the same she would be losing her brother, her only family.
“I need you Cami. I’ll do whatever it takes to to make up for my wrongs. All I’m asking is for a chance to prove it.”
“I don’t want you to prove anything Caspian!” She yelled turning to him. Her eyes had welled with tears already.
“Then what do you want? Why do you act like you hate me this minute and act like you desire me another?” He said moving close to her.
“I don’t want anything from you.”
“Everything about you tells me you’re lying.”
“And so what? What! I’m not going to live with you forever, my brother will pay off his debts and all these will be over.”
“What will be over?” She moved a step away from him. “Huh?”
“Caspian please.”
“Please what Camilo!” He yelled. “You’re the one driving me insane. I’m the one who’s in love with you! You don’t even need to love me back.” His last words came out weakly, at this point he was feeling helpless.
“Just let me love you at least for the time I still have with you.” He pleaded but she gave him no answer and walked away instead only to stop at the door. She turned around in a haste after battling with herself. She sniffed back her tears and pryed her lips to say something.
“This is wrong.”
“What’s wrong?” He waited for a reply but instead she ran into his arms and brushed her lips against his. It took some seconds for him to get a hold that she was actually kissing him.
She pulled away sharply getting indecisive again.
“What’s wrong with me?” She muttered and made to leave but he held her arm back pulling her to himself. A gasp left her mouth but before she could recover from the shock, Caspian pushed her against the wall, pining both hands above her head.
He stared at her for some seconds letting his desire for her overtake him and in that moment he took control, savouring and devouring every inch of her lips so sinfully.
He kissed her so bruisingly hard, leaving little air for them to breath.
He broke every wall of defense she ever put up against him with that kiss. She felt her conscience violated by letting him do that to her and at this point there was no going back.