Horny Drips Sex Cravings

Thea

I’ve been tagged a whore, a cheat, an addict, shameless and everything in-between but at this very moment I only cared about what the man I loved very dearly would see me as.

I betrayed him for the third time on the very night I confessed my souls yearning to him. The very night I told him I’d go through the good and the bad with him, the very night I gave myself completely to him. It just had to be that very night.

I battled with my conscience every second since I escaped and the guilt that the attack that night was because of me.

I cried my eyes out not knowing what situation Angel could be in now, did he get surgery? Was he okay? Did he hate me?

Questions kept tormenting my mind.

My peace was gone and I was living in fear and overwhelming worry.

“Coffee?” A hand passed a cup to me and the figure of a man whom I recognized all too well sat across me.

I rubbed my shoulder feeling chill even though it was warm here.

“Thank you ” I said accepting it. I take a sip and peek at the man who seemed glued on me.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asked.

“I have no choice. It’s not like I can go to any of them.” I said and chuckled sadly.

“Your mum could help. I’m sure she’ll tighten security to protect you once you’re home.” I huffed at his suggestion.

“Then be locked in there all my life? No thanks ” I took another sip before dropping the cup on the table.

He sighed looking frustrated and it made me feel bad that I was putting him in such a tight corner.

“I guess there’s nothing I can do to convince you then.” I shook my head concurring.

“It’s for the best.”

“Angel wouldn’t lay low if everything you’ve told me is true and I doubt that other bastard will. Don’t tell me you believed him?”

I simply smiled and stretched my hand across the table to hold him.

“Thank you for coming and thank you for having me here … Carl.” I said and

He pulled away not feeling satisfied.

Yes it was Carl, my mum’s bodyguard. A long story to tell but indeed I was with him several states away and in a remote town in the country where no one would think I’d go

We stayed over at his Aunt’s place, even though she wasn’t comfortable with the story Carl had cooked up about me she was considerate because of him with the condition that I worked at her little bar since she was providing food and shelter for a stranger.

A condition I gladely accepted

“Don’t try to avert the topic Thea.”

“Well, I’ll work overtime to earn some dollars at the bar. At least she permits that. I’ll get some strip cloths with whatever I earn, strip some more money and be able to access my accounts without being tracked. I’ll be out of the country before anyone finds me.

Carl laughs ridiculing my plan but no matter how ridiculous it may have sounded I meant it. I’d be fulfilling Sparrow’s wish, I’d be protecting myself from Angel’s fury and most importantly I’d be protecting my family.

“The mafia men have eyes and ears everywhere. I’m afraid but they could find you before any of that happens.”

My heart thud so loud that my ear almost bled. I was scared for real but I held onto hope that my plan would work.

I had a few contacts who could help sneak me out of the country, all I needed was money to buy their services.

“What about you Carl? I said rolling my eyes to catch his gaze while my finger whirled the edge of the cup.

“I can take care of myself. If I couldn’t I wouldn’t have come to you when you called.” I nodded slowly. He was selfless or maybe he just cared for Louisa too much that he’d risk his life to protect her daughter.

“It’s sad what happened to you.” I said and his expression saddened. He said he was healing fine but I knew that was partially true. I could still see the hurt in his eyes.

“It doesn’t matter.”

“It matters to me.” I countered. ” You lost your job for satisfying the cravings of a woman who was supposed to keep her marriage vows.”

“I can’t put the blame on her. I did it willingly.” He said and his jaw clenched.

I blew the steam off my coffee before taking a sip.

“You’re a good man Carl. I wish you find someone who deserves the love you showed my mother.”

He chuckled bitterly and muttered what the words ‘I wish.’

“Maybe if I had fallen for you instead ….”

“You’d still be heartbroken either way. I was incapable of love.”

“… But you fell in love with your step brother.” He mocked which I smiled to.

“He was the best sex I ever had.” I chuckled and he relaxed back giving a hurtful face.

“Thanks for hurting my pride.” He joked and we laughed before everywhere fell silent.

“I guess I love to crave the forbidden.” I said smiling to myself.

“I see you changed in some ways.” My eyes twitched. That was the first time I heard that.

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“You’re different. Like a gentle soul. I guess he did all that to you.” I hummed a weak yes. “I heard you cry at night Thea.” I froze for some seconds. I had done my best to do it silently. ” You miss him?”

Tears welled up in my eyes instantly and I tried to blink them back.

“Too much.” I whispered feeling severe pain in my throat as I tried to voice it.

Words could never tell just how much I yearned for Angel, to touch him or to even see him just from afar. It felt like I was being drained of life.

He sighed heavily and gave me a pity face.

“Between the both of us I don’t know who is more fucked.” He said taking another deep sigh. Carl smiled at me, his eyes sparkling with curiosity. “You don’t look like an addict either. I guess Angel got you real good. We shared the same bed for four days now and you don’t even have the slightest desire to do a thing.”

He said it but I was just realizing it. No matter what terrible situation I was in, even the night I almost crashed my car into a woman with child I fucked my boyfriend as at the time just to console myself.

Sex was my therapy and I could fuck just anyone with a dick but the thought of it disgusted me now. Using my body in such a way without respect I felt shame.

I didn’t know if I was still capable of selling my body again but since that was the only way to get good cash to execute my plans I had to do it.

“Love steals not only your heart but every damn thing.”

“You’re right. There was never a woman I enjoyed fucking more than Louisa even though she was twice my age.”

He confessed and I observed the change in his mood. My mum really did a thing on him.

Scott had found out about her affair with Carl but apparently they decided to work their marriage since they both loved each other very much but Carl ended up losing his job. He had decided to let go of everything and was staying with his aunt for the mean time.

It was a miracle that the very day I needed his help was the night before he was to travel and move in with his aunt.

He had rushed to my aid knowing it was dangerous and for that I was grateful.

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At night Carl had taken me to his Aunt’s bar to look around and observe how things were being done. She gave us the cold shoulder and I didn’t expect less. Mariam was a plus sized woman in her early fifties. She wore elaborate make up that didn’t suit her at all but who was I to criticize her look when I couldn’t afford a lipstick now.

She had a mean gaze which she burned into me the whole time. Thankfully Carl was here to ease the tension between us.

“She’ll be starting work tomorrow if that’s fine with you Mariam.” He said to her in her office. I could hear them even though I stood outside.

“I’m falling short on staffs Carl. She should have started the moment she got here.” She fired and Carl couldn’t defend me from her. We didn’t tell her the truth so defending me would only mean telling her my situation.

“She starts right now or never!” I startled at her tone and looked away the moment her eyes locked with mine. I felt her approaching but she said nothing to me and simply brushed against me.

“I’m really sorry about that. She believes we are lying to her so she doesn’t seem comfortable.” Carl explained. I understood perfectly and I wasn’t asking for anything more.

“Newbie!” She yelled and I snapped my head in her direction. “Get your stupid ass to work.” I raised a brow curiously at Carl and his lips twitched.

“She could be mean atimes.” He said and I scoffed.

“Great! You said that sooner.” I said glaring briefly at him before running off to answer my new mistress.

I was called a newbie at the vip vault and here the name seemed to follow me. Common wasn’t it? If only it didn’t have an undertone meaning which I could already sense. Mariam was going to frustrate my efforts here till I decided I couldn’t take more and leave her house.