Horny Drips Sex Cravings

Cassie

While everyone had gone to bed or were getting ready for bed, I stood by my window, curtains partly open and my head peeking through the corner to catch a glimpse of the men who were about to leave for the club.

My focus was on one man alone, Knight.

Seeing him made my heart skip a bit but in pain. I had thought he had quit the club for real ever since Florentine hinted that he had not gone there since I arrived. I was delusional enough to think that I was the reason behind this change. I had every reason to, he kissed me the other day, in this room and on my bed. Knight wasn’t the type to tag you along if he wasn’t intentional so I was probably not delusional but then what was he doing standing out with Angel?

“What could they be saying?” I muttered trying to read their lips from a distance but it was futile, Caspian was nowhere to be found around them and I wondered if he had ditched the club as well. Good for Camilo though, how could he win her heart if he always went to meet other women every night? Those two had something really deep going on between them.

I admired the way Caspian looked at her with such deep affection. He never hid it, infact it felt like he wanted everyone to know but I couldn’t say the same for Cami, she seemed to deny her feelings to the very last.

My thoughts swayed and I startled the moment I saw Knight turning away and Angel’s car driving off without him. Wasn’t he going to the club? A wave of excitement flowed within me. I felt relieved and I didn’t realize how much I had held my breath until now.

I clung to the curtain parting it more to have a better view of Knight as he walked back to the mansion and when he got close to the entrance he stopped and it made me curious as to why.

In the midst of trying to figure it out, Knight looked to my window and our eyes locked in that moment. I was shaken from shock that I remained glued for half a minute and when I got a hold of myself I quickly pulled the curtain to cover my face and my heart drummed loudly.

“Oh my goodness! What just happened?” My heart kept pounding and I was gasping for air. He made me that nervous. What could be going through his mind after finding out that I had been watching him? And why did he look up in the first place?

Oh shit!

I cursed but against the warnings in my head I slowly pulled the curtain and peeked through it. A gasp left my throat as I saw him watching me with a smirk across his face. I quickly shut the curtain and this time for real.

I rushed to my bed and covered myself under the blanket while kicking my legs in the air feeling embarrassed.

The tension between us was growing strong each day and I felt it would get to a point were it would explode and I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to handle it.

There was no point denying it, I had loved this man before and I had fallen more deeply in love with him ever since I arrived. It was as if the more I tried to push him away the more I fell harder and now that he seemed to have his eyes on me I felt defenseless against his charms.

I took a deep sigh to calm my nerves and within those seconds my phone beeped with a message. I reached out for it wondering who it was.

“Care for a drink? Usual spot.” Read the message I got and it was from knight. I quickly sat up in my bed blinking to be sure that the message was indeed from him.

I held my chest, feeling my heart drum louder against it. I was excited, maybe too excited that I found myself jumping out of my bed on my thigh-length nighwear to go meet Knight.

I got to the step when something hit me so I stopped.

Why was I hurrying to meet him in the first place? Wasn’t the plan to make it hard for him to get back into my life? Why the fuck was I acting desperate now!

I felt pissed at myself so I went back to my room and watched my phone painfully for the next thirty minutes. That was enough time to delay and when it got to thirty minutes at the dot, I hurried out of my bed. I guess somethings never change.

I wanted to be around him so badly.

I went to our usual spot, the little fence at the end of the garden, where we’d usually sit and chat back when I was a minor and dying from my feelings for him while he played ignorant.

I got there and found him sitting with a bottle of wine which he was yet to open.

I cleared my throat as I approached him and he noticed me.

“I was about to lose hope, I thought you weren’t coming.” His deep voice rasped and I felt tingles within my body.

“You’ve been waiting?” I asked letting myself down the fence to sit beside him. I tried to act normal despite the images of us kissing swarmed into my head now that we were alone and sitting close to each other.

“I was going to wait for an hour. That’s how much I wanted you to come.” He said looking at me. My breath hitched and released sharply afterwards as I gazed back into his eyes. “I guess you had a change of mind.”

He said but I raised a glass to him asking him to pour me a shot which he did. “I figured I needed a drink with someone.” I said and took the shot while he chuckled. I squeezed my face from the burning sensation the drink caused in my throat but I liked the roughness of it. I sighed deeply thinking of what next to say. “Why are you home these days? I asked despite feeling awkward about it. “No whore interests you? ” I continued taking another shot hoping to get tipsy and not feel embarrassed from my questions.

Knight smiled and took a shot for himself. “Maybe I got tired of the one I had.”

“Why? Sex isn’t great anymore?” I say casually but deep down, my heart was racing. Was I asking too much or going too deep? He laughed more audibly and a knot formed in my belly. He turned his head slowly to look at me, his hair dangled over his neck and I got caught in it’s beauty, trailing my eyes to his plump lips and then to his eyes. I gulped hard but didn’t have the courage to look away now that he caught me.

“So we talking about sex now? You’ve grown.” He blurted and for real I felt uncomfortable.

“I’m 19 alright. I’m not a kid.” I quickly countered.

He chuckles again. “Yes, you’ve really grown into a woman.” He said and I had a quick recall of the things he said to me in the past when I confessed my feelings to him. The hurt was familiar, I guess I was still healing from that rejection. I still had a grudge for what he did and it reinforced my decision to make it hard for him. After all, he didn’t outright confess his feelings for me.

He may have started feeling some sort of attraction for me but what I felt for him went beyond attraction. I was in love with him, he had grown on me and I was scared because I didn’t think the feelings would ever go away.

I mean, I’d love him even if he was a spoon. I chuckled bitterly at my thoughts. I’d do that but would he do the same? Did he even know what love really felt like?

It would be sad to give him my whole heart only to get a reaction of his.

Truly, how sad.

“Why did you ask me to come?” I asked, of course I needed to know.

“I wanted to spend time with you.” He answered and sparks erupted from within me. I sigh deeply and gulp down a lump in my throat.

We both stay silent for a moment and it was starting to get awkward. I had expected him to talk about the kiss we shared the last time. I was anxious yet I wanted to get to the root of it. What went on in his mind when he did that?

“Do you have anything to say to me.” I said breaking off the silence.

“I’m not sure you’d want to hear it.”

“You didn’t try to say anything. So how would you know for sure?”

He looks at me getting me nervous that I feel my lips quivering. He cocks his head to the side watching me more intensely and I feel those sparks envelope me once again. My breath comes out shaky and it’s so obvious that I’m affected by him. The knowing smile that creeps up his face tells me so.

He leans towards me and I lay back slightly feeling so tensed by his proximity. We look into each other’s eyes but I’m melted under his. He looks at my lips and slowly trails his gaze back to my pleading eyes, that were begging to be released from this tension he was putting me under.

“I don’t want to think about it Cassie, it makes me think about a future I’m not sure of and some other things I’d really want to do but I’m not sure you’d permit.”

He says and my eyes widen but he isn’t done. “It makes me want to have sex.”

“W-what?” I stutter shocked by his bluntness. Was he referring to me? Did he really want to have sex with me?

“Well then, you should have gone to the club and picked another whore.” I said playing ignorant to what he meant. He smiles looking a little disappointed then he pulls away from me and I breath for my dear life. “Angel is having the best time of his life having sex.” I continued refusing to go back to that awkward silence again.

“You men can’t stay without it.” I say and bite my lip regretting instantly.

“Not all men.” Knight says and I get interested.

“What do you mean?”

“I can do without it at least for sometime.” He answers and I’m surprised by the revelation.

“Oh really? Tell me, what’s the longest you’ve gone without sex?”

“A year.” He replies looking proud of himself.

“A year? That’s… I mean, Angel wouldn’t dare too. He’s been fucking Natalia ever since Thea. He’s such an….” I cut myself off and sip from the shot Knight was about to take. A loud laughter erupts from him and it causes me to laugh as well.

“You can say it… asshole.” He urges me.

“He’s an asshole.” I say and gulp the remaining shot. “Wait, are we gossiping right now?”

“No, your are. I can say it to his face.” I scoff and roll my eyes at my him. I stretch out the glass for another shot.

“No, Cassie you’ll get drunk if you continue.” He says trying to take the glass away from me.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

“No Knight, I’m just tipsy.”

“… But you’ll get drunk eventually.”

“Just let it be, give me that.” I snatch the drink away from him and pour another shot which I gulp.

“Did someone break your heart? Why do you keep drinking?” I huff and laugh loudly even though I had no idea what was funny, maybe I was getting drunk for real. My eyes soon started getting foggy and I was feeling free spirited.

“Oh yes! Some big fool a year ago!” I yell and I find him smiling.

“What?”

” Tell me more about him.” He says and I hike a brow. Was he so dumb not to know I was talking about him?