I Will Escape

chapter 99

SABRINA'S POV Content © copyrighted by NôvelDrama.Org.

I am embarrassed to know that the alpha knows he even haunts me in my dreams. He enjoys all the

pain that he can inflict on me. I don't understand why it wasn't me that deceived him. I am not even

sure what is really going on anymore. I am chained to his bedroom every single day I don't get to go

outside or do anything. I get fed once a day which is better than nothing; I guess. I worry if my pup is

going to be ok I am not really sure especially with him knowing. He doesn't beat me as much, which I

am surprised. I haven't gone a day without him raping me I hate it he makes me enjoy it he gets

pleasesure out of him forcing me to like it. I am not even sure how long it has been since I've been

here. It seems like an internally I don't know how much more I can deal with. As I sit here naked with a

chain around my neck and wait for him to come back to do as he pleases day in and day out.

Jazz tries to keep me positive like she has always done, but she too is getting weak. The bruises on my

body stay as she does everything she can to protect and nourish the pup. Being so malnourished has

its consequences especially to my Wolf no matter how powerful you are you still need fuel for your

body. I know the only reason he is letting me have my baby it's, so he can control me. There won't be

any escaping him if they don't save me before my pup is here. I can't risk my baby's life I am so scared

of what is coming. I don't know how to even gain the alpha's trust to get the hell out of here. I thought

things would get easier, but they don't he doesn't allow any privileges at all to me. His hate for me

shines through more now than what it has ever done. Now I am starting to wonder if his hate is turning

into lust for enjoyment of making me miserable.

I know that my pain turns him on as soon as he starts inflicting it he gets hard. He is a monster that is

for sure his lust for causing me pain is overpowering him. He does not allow anybody else around me,

only him. He says I don't deserve to talk to anyone but him finding. I don't dare ask him for anything I'm

terrified if I ask for something he will make me pay for it. I just try to keep to myself as much as possible

thinking about my family is what keeps me going. I just wish we were ready to defeat him when he

came. So, I wouldn't have to be living this way again it was so nice to be happy. I know I will be happy

again it's just I am lonely and in pain all the time. It was easier before having Tonya around, but now it's

like unbearable. I am not giving up even though I feel so sorry for myself it's ridiculous I will continue to

fight. I will continue to fight I don't have another choice I need to fight for my child.

The door swings open I jump terrified of what is about to come not sure what kind of mood he is in

today hoping It's not a terrible of a mood. I don't say anything I don't look at him; I know that his

reactions are not always kind. I try to keep to myself as much as possible sometimes he just comes in

and walks back out. Other times he comes in and gets what he wants from me and leaves.

“Stand up Sabrina and walk over here now.”

I stand up and walk over to him with my head down, not wanting to look at his face. Knowing whatever

he is about to do, I am not going to like I hate him. He takes the chain off of my neck, I feel instant relief

of the pounds dropping off my body feels so good.

“Since you have been a good girl, Sabrina, I decided to allow you to get a shower today because you

are starting to fucking stink.”

I don't say a word I do not speak when I am not supposed to trying to keep the abuse to a minimum.

He might see me as weak, but I am not it's all a game right. For now, I submit to him, I will never be his,

I am just trying to survive.

“Let's go Sabrina I will lead you to the shower and allow you to shower you will have 15 minutes and

that's it.”

He rarely asks me to speak to him because he doesn't want me to talk back to him, so I don't. The only

time that he really allows me to talk is when he is fucking me. The remarks he makes me say I hate it

makes me feel so dirty. It's not like I really actually want to talk to him anyhow. The things I would say to

him would not be so kind, and I would be punished for it.

He takes me to the bathroom to shower and walks out the door and shut it I am so relieved that I get to

shower by myself. I turn the water on praying that the water is warm, and it is yes I am so happy. I get

into the shower and let it pour over my broken bruised body the warmth from the water is amazing. I

haven't been able to get a shower he only gives me a bucket of water and a washrag. God, to be able

to fill the water run over my body is just amazing. I hurry up and wash my body and my hair the smell of

the body wash and shampoo is amazing I am so thankful to get a shower. As I finish up washing my

body and my hair I just stand there and let the water run over my body until it's time to get out. I hear a

knock at the door and I hate it knowing that this is coming to an end. So shut the water off When I open

the shower curtain I see a towel and a pile of clothes. Shocked that he's allowing me to get dressed

happy knowing I will be warm. As I am getting dressed the door swings open It's the alpha looking at

me, I try not to look at him, I am not sure what he wants for me.

He slaps me across the face I fell to the ground my body is so weak. “Did I fucking tell you to get

dressed, Sabrina?”

I should not have just thought that they were for me just to get dressed I should have waited. Not

thinking that he was testing me to see if I would get dressed without him telling me. He is so pathetic I

don't know how much longer I can be as pathetic as him I am not this weak person even though I'm

pretending to be. I am just trying to get my strength back from the harm he is causing me. I am not

really sure how much more I can put up with his fucking ass and being his little puppet.

“God it's just so hard for you just a follow fucking commands you couldn't have waited for me to tell you

to get dressed you have just go and do it.”

I couldn't hold back any more as much as I wanted to I just said to him, "I am sorry I thought the clothes

were there for me to get dressed I didn't want to get in trouble for not listening, but it doesn't matter no

matter what I do it's never what you want it's always the wrong thing.”

“Did I allow you to speak Sabrina did I say talk to me Sabrina I don't think I did that I?”

“No, you did not command me to speak to you, but either way doesn't it matter what I do or don't do

you still going to do what you want.”

“Now your back I was wondering how long it was going to take for you to finally come back to me

Sabrina.”