Lonely Bride

SEAN POV

When I saw her standing at the door, looking stunning, my breath stuck to my lungs, looking at her alluring face.

How am I so lucky to have such beauty in my life? I thought about looking at her from top to bottom.

We left the house for the first date of my life.

Yes, I have been with a few girls in the past, but I never took them on a date. I was too busy to make my career, and going on a date comes in as my last priority. Moreover, I have never found anyone worthy enough to take me on a date.

I was driving the car for the first time. It was difficult for me to keep my eyes on the road.

I just want to look at her beautiful, innocent face and admire her for eternity.

I do not know when she will become my everything. I do not know when she will become my reason for living.

Whenever I look back and think about the past, I feel how wrong I was.

Our marriage was indeed forced, but I have seen no other girl since I got married to her.

Yeah, call me old school, but I wanted to be one woman and a man after my marriage.

I will not say I am a saint. Once upon a time, I was Casanova.Original from NôvelDrama.Org.

But the moment I married her, I changed my lifestyle.

That was one reason I was not happy with this marriage.

I have seen how my parents love each other to the core, and I want the same when I get married.

And somewhere, I was not sure we would ever reach that extent.

Let us not lie. My parents forced me into this marriage. My mother even threatened me. If I do not get married to her, she will not see my face again.

I know my mom is a big drama queen, but I also know they will never force me into any wrong relationship; however, I did not want to get married to a kid.

Yes, 18 years old is legal to get married, but it does not make you an adult, and I could see in one meeting that only this girl was a way to be innocent in this cruel world.

However, when one day her grandmother called me to meet, I was surprised and kind of annoyed. I did not want to meet her when I had already said no to this alliance. However, out of respect for our family relationship, I went to meet her.

Her revelation made me speechless, and I had a sudden feeling of protecting this girl.

After coming back home, I told mom and dad I was ready for this marriage. I cannot let anything happen to her.

I want to protect her. I want to cherish her.

However, I did not want to take any advantage of her until she was at the right age.

When I saw her for the second time in church on our wedding day, my breath got hitched looking at her smooth skin and flawless beauty.

She was the epitome of God’s angel.

But again, she was an innocent kid.

When the priest asked me to kiss my bride, I could see the nervousness on her face and her body. So, I controlled my desire and avoided kissing her, but that made me irritated and annoyed. I wanted to touch her. I wanted to kiss those panels once.

Once we reached home, I was completely out of my mind. My struggle with listening to my heart or my mind was a trauma I went through.

I controlled all my desire but ended up lashing out at her a little out of frustration, which I still regret.

But then again, I had to work according to my plan, so I arranged everything she needed in the basement. I made sure she had everything necessary downstairs, but I never thought she would think I did not want to see her in the house.

She never visited upstairs until she lived there.

That is the most painful thing for me.

I wanted her around me all the time, even though I wanted her around me all the time, but again, I did not want to snatch her innocence. I knew if I stayed around her, I wouldn’t be able to control my inner beast.

I started noticing her day-to-day activity. I have no chance to get a glimpse of her.

Every day she used to sit in the same place with her cup of coffee, and I used to sit in my bedroom looking at her beautiful face.

I even shifted my study to the upper floor of my bedroom to get a direct view of her while I was working.

I never wanted to miss that view. I started going to the office in the afternoon and finished my work from home until she sat there.

I give it to Anna, one of my oldest staff members and most trusted person, to take care of her.

I used to get her well-being from her every day without fail.

She thinks I know nothing about her, but well, here she is wrong. I am Sean Hudson. When I want to know something or someone, nothing can stop me.

I knew about her studies. I knew how intelligent she was. I have given her a black card, so she does not have to think before spending, but she has never used that. I knew where she used to get the money for her general necessities. I knew money was never a problem for her. She was independent at a very young age. However, I never wanted her to worry about anything.

Being the wife of Sean Hudson is difficult. Her life was always in danger, and I knew this. Though our wedding was a family affair, it was not a secret. The media had good coverage and got details about her as well.

But I made sure they never got hold of her. An entire team works for her security.

She had eight people around her all the time, whether at her college, office, or home.

When her grandmother passed away, I was out of the country at that moment. I tried to come back as soon as possible but could not fly back because of the bad weather, and by then I had come. She was gone already, leaving behind a note and a gift.

For the first time, I had tears in my eyes. I felt pain in my heart. It felt as if someone had snatched my heart out.

“How much time?” I came out of my thoughts hearing my angel’s voice and looked at her beautiful face. She was pouting a little, and I wanted to take that pout in between my pouts.

A single glance at her face lit up my heart and my world.

“Just a few more minutes.” I look back at the road.

We reached the place I wanted to take her. Stopping the car, I got out and opened the door for her.

I give her a hand so she can come out easily.

Nervousness was something I never felt before. I have signed millions of deals, but I never felt the jitters I am feeling right now.

Gentlemen, are we has?” She asked me in a teasing manner. This little tease will be the death of me one day, I thought, smirking.

“Always for my lady,” I replied, caging her between me and the car.

I looked into her innocent eyes, and she bit her lips to control her smile.

“I like your smile, so do not hide her. Let her live on the beautiful lips of mine.” I said, rubbing my thumb on her plump lips.

“Mine?” she asked, cocking her eyebrow in a challenging manner.

“Mine!” I said before that I captured them with mine. Till now, I was controlling myself, but enough is enough now. I cannot control it anymore.

After teasing her sweet strawberry lips, I left them after giving the last suck for later and parted, panting hard to get the oxygen to live.

I looked at her; her eyes were showing me so many emotions. Today, one of them was happiness.

I know she is not regretting a single thing we have done so far. She has enjoyed it equally, and she has let me do whatever I wanted.

Oh, how I love it when she submits herself to me.