Lonely Bride

In first person, I thought MINE had abandoned me, as no one else had. I never felt as dejected as I felt when he slandered my trust.

Somehow, he was successful, making me feel for the first time how unworthy I am of love. He made me feel like every taunt I got in my whole life was true. And I am truly a deadbeat. And no one can desire to have me in their life.

I always yearn for someone’s affection for someone’s love, and then I always fall for their deceitfulness.

Tears of agony fell. And a throbbing sting I felt in my chest.

See, that’s what I am saying. You are too selfish and blind. You only think of yourself, and others don’t matter.” Ignoring my tears and my accusation, he blamed me.

“Oh really? Would you like to elaborate a little, sir? Because I had no idea where and when I had become selfish.” I press the R, and my voice is getting higher. Tears had found their way out, and I was controlling myself to break down.

“No, I would rather not.” He spoke in an even louder voice, which made me flinch.

“Wow, if this is married life, then I would rather stay alone.” We both look back on hearing Eric’s voice. Along with him, Nora was also standing at the door, having the same stoic expression on her face.

Eric was smirking and looking at us, and I again gave attention to Sean, and I was fuming like lava.

Sean instantly left the place while I was still standing there looking at his discarding figure. And I clean my tears from the back of my hand.

“I guess it’s him who is pregnant, not me. The way his mood swings, I have my doubts.” I looked at Eric, and we all started luffing.

I wonder how my mood changes in no time from bad to good and from crying to happiness.

‘Pregnancy Hormone My mind reminded me, and I agreed.

“He was born pregnant, trust me.” Eric again spoke in the middle of his laugh but stopped the moment he heard a chuckle.

I looked back and saw Alvera standing while chuckling at us, but she stopped the moment she noticed we were all looking at us.

Amm, I thought something happened, so I came to check if everything was alright.” She justified her presence, and I nodded.

“Don’t worry, everything is alright; it’s just that me and Sean were fighting.” I shrug it off.

“We only fight with our loved ones, not any stranger.” She spoke, and I was just looking at her.

I know she is way mature for her age, and I am sure the way we behave is not rocket science to understand. We aren’t going through a great time of our lives, and something is surely off in our relationship.

I know what she is trying to explain. But this poor girl has no idea what I have been through or what Sean has done to me, and explaining to her anything is anyway not in my mind, so I walk ahead while saying good night to everyone.

“The first room from your left is yours. Maid told me.” Alvera spoke politely when she noticed my daughter asking where to go. and I am more than thankful to her for this information, as I had no clue where my room was anyway. So, after giving her a small smile, I went up to my room.

After having a minor argument with Sarah, I left the house and walked towards the shore. I sat on the cold sand, looking at a beautiful moon.

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I guess it’s a full moon today.

I lay my back on the sand while closing my eyes. I thought about events and how everything had changed suddenly.

How life has changed suddenly

The moment she told me she was pregnant with our baby, I felt as if someone had snatched the floor beneath my feet.

My happiness has no bounds, but what to do with this happiness when this child is nothing but bait? A sharp pain I felt in my heart, but I know better. It’s not time to get emotional.

I will never forgive myself if something happens to Sarah or the baby. But I have to play this sadistic game.

“You were too harsh on her.” I heard Eric’s voice.

I know what I did, but I am not answerable to anyone. I closed my eyes and ignored what he just said.

“I should have done this long ago.” Anger rose in me when I thought about it.

“When you don’t care about her, then why do you have an army for her security?” He again mocked Although my eyes were closed, I knew he must have rolled his eyes.

“I have kept no secrets; it’s Nora who has done it,” I said.

“Oh really? And you think I should believe he is doing something without your knowledge or your will?” He asked, and I knew what he was saying.

“I have not asked him to do anything such. He is doing everything by himself.” I said it with a bitter tone.

“Oh really? But nothing goes unnoticed by Mr. Hudson, so how come this went?” He again mocked I stayed mum, as arguing with him would not take me anyway.

“And if you don’t care for her, why did you go to see her?” He asked. From his words, I could smell his smirk.

“Neither I went there nor did I know where she was. Or do you think it will take two years to search for someone when I want to?” I snort

“Our car broke down, and while they were fixing it, I thought to stroll around. While I was strolling, I found her playing with two girls.” I said that while remembering that day.

“Yes, I know the car broke, but then why did you bring her back home?” This question shut me off for a bit.