Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

how can I do this to myself?….

Episode-83 how can I do this to myself?....

Celeste's POV:

I am surprised but in a bad way... as I

got out of the bathroom he is sitting on chair smoking, but what terrifies me

more is that he is looking at Isabella's picture... he is looking at her.... he

will torture me now... I am filled with

fear...

I went under the Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g

cover and turned my back to him and closed my eyes, please.. don't rpe me

again.... Don't.... I am scared about the torture more than the rape.. I can't

bear the physical pain... I can't... I am afraid I will agree to everything he will

say when he starts to hurt me..

I was wide awake

and alert.. more than awake... after 15 minutes, I heard footsteps. I heard the

door close... I got up and looked at the door, I looked around the room to make

sure he was not here... I got down and went to the bathroom to check if he was

there or not.... He left the room... I feel relief... but where he went in middle of

the night...

Ernest's POV:

I walked to the shooting rang... I

am so tensed... something is uneasy inside me... like it's killing me. I grabbed

the gun and I started shooting at the target without thinking. I shot till

there were no bullets in the gun.. I searched for more bullet, I reloaded the

gun and I started shooting again... he gun

got empty...

I threw the gun in

frustration, the anger I too much to handle... I am angry on myself too... I don't

know when this Celeste got stuck in my mind. No matter how hard I try to hate

her I am failing. Cherry was right, I kept her here as Isabella but me myself

consider as Celeste...

Why I got this weak

and took her in my heart?... how can I love the daughter of Reef Millar?....

how can I care about the person's daughter who killed Isabella?... I felt like dying when I though

Celeste was

about to fall of the balcony... what happened to me?... I hate myself... how can I

do this to myself?....

I asked to myself, "can I forget Isabella?"

Alexis POV:

I was driving my car to our meeting spot. It's the garden house owned by dad..

Serene must be waiting for me. Snow, my cat was sitting beside the driving

seat.. Snow was looking out of the window. He is really curious cat.. but he

hates vet... I mean when I took her to Serene earlier, Snow didn't liked her very

well.. he was hissing...

I said to Snow as

if he will understand, "Snow... look buddy... we are meeting Serene.. she is going

to be your momma.. so be a good boy... don't scratch, no bites, no hissing.. I

warn you buddy.."

Snow was busy

looking out of the window... I know he is a cat but I am worried, what is he

scratched my Serene.. this is second date.. I don't want to mess up.

I parked the car

and took Snow in my arms, I whispered, "Buddy.. love Serene.. she is your

momma.."

(Snow: but she is a

vet...)

I walked to see Serene sitting in the garden

smiling.. she is unreal, beautiful... I pulled my phone out and clicked her

picture.. I don't mind if she knows or not.. I need to treasure her...

I noticed Snow was

struggling, this coward cat!... I said, "Buddy... wait..." thank god he was on cat

harness... I was struggling, Snow was trying to get back to car. I said, "Snow...

be brave boy!!" he kept pulling the harness..

(Snow: dad.. I

won't scarifies myself for your love life...)