CHAPTER 61-THE PLAN.
“Maybe… maybe not. I just don’t know, Ania. I have no feelings for Maria…””But you two had a strong connection before. It’s normal for her to trigger something in you when you saw her again, Andy.””All I know is that I don’t want to see the face of that bitch. She reminds me of how her farfetched love almost reduced me to nothing, and the hell I went through with my daughter when she left. I gave her my all, Ania. I pleaded with her, I begged her, but still, she left. She told me to my face that day that I was not even half the man she wanted to spend her life with. And now she shamelessly comes back to claim my daughter? She dares to question how I brought up my daughter? She has no right to do that.””I know, Andy.” I place my hands on top of his, soothing him with my thumbs. “Don’t let her words or actions get to you because that is exactly what she wants – to irritate you, to make you start doubting yourself. She wants to crush the confidence you have built in yourself over the years. Don’t let her get into you.””Okay. But you know, I can put up with her making me feel this way, but I can’t bear hurting you. I feel like a…””Sh.. Let’s not talk about it right now, okay? I am fine, Andy…””No, you are not. I don’t want you to be fine with this. Promise me, Ania, that the next time you see any sign of me turning into that beast again, you will stop me, okay?”I look at him, and the only thing I can do is pull him and seal his lips with a kiss.
I think more than promising, I need to find out first how much that thing affected him, and what exactly triggered it just now. If I can know that, then I will be able to figure out how to handle him. One thing is for sure though, I am never giving up on him. Come rain or sunshine, whether he is a sex beast or not, even though that side of him that I just discovered scares me, he remains my sweet beloved Andy – the joy of my heart.
Such is love, right? When you love someone, you love them with their flaws. You don’t just love one side of a person. You love them wholly, with their strengths and weaknesses. You accept them wholeheartedly for who they really are. You embrace them wholly.
I pull away from the kiss, and we intertwine our fingers.
I lock my eyes with his, and plaster a small smile.
“The biggest dilemma we have right now, Andy, is not the slight pain in my wrists which will disappear in no time, nor is it that beast in you that I have just encountered, and which I am not sure I can handle, by the way, just to be honest. It’s that witch that I am damn worried about. I want her gone from our lives. I am sorry, I understand she is Angel’s mother, and that she was once part of your life but…””But she left. Without any reason and without caring about her daughter. She has no place in our lives. Believe me when I say that I want her gone like the second she came back, but we have to be cautious. She is more hazardous than you think. She is being investigated for murder.”Shoot!
Murder?
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“What?” I query, my face turning blue all of a sudden.
“Yes. When she left me three years ago, she took off to Mombasa with Damian, and they were together for about eighteen months, then they separated. Three months later, she settled down with one John Ford, but during her stay with him, she was still in contact with Damian. Her counterfeit marriage with the latter was until four months ago when the man was found dead in their house and Maria went missing, only for her to reappear to us a few days ago with Damian.””What was the cause of the man’s death?”
“He was stubbed countless times and left to die. Maria is the suspect.””But why would she kill her supposed husband?””That’s what we are investigating. And the big question is…””Why she disappeared if she is not guilty. Why she is still with Damian.” I mumble.
“Exactly. There is something deep between her connection with this guy Damian. Unfortunately, the guy’s records are clean. But we will keep digging until we find something. And I am sorry, because until then, I have to keep Maria close. If she gets away or notices that I am having her investigated, we don’t know what will happen.”I keep quiet for a while, then mumble, more like talking to myself.
“The web is revolving around you. It started with you. You and Damian are the centre of this all. There has to be a connection between you three – you, Maria, and Damian.” I state, and he snaps at me.
“What on earth do you mean?”
“It’s still a mystery to me how Maria became your wife knowing well that she moved in with Damian immediately after high school. Then she became your wife, bore you a child, and left with the same Damian. She then separates from Damian and hooks herself with a strange man, and now after the mysterious death of the latter, she comes back to you, with Damian still in the picture. What is it that binds you and Damian to her? There has to be a deep secret that binds you three.””You have a good point, but what sort of secret could that be? I did not know Damian until the day you introduced me to him at the park. And Maria? I met her in a bar.””I can’t wrap my finger around this whole thing, but I am sure there is something. I am convinced of their still ongoing affair with Damian. The coincidences are enough proof. We need to get all the information there is about this so-called John Ford. He might be the key to solving this misery.””Alright. I will ask my private investigator to gather all the info as soon as possible. I don’t get it though, why me?”This shit is deeper than I thought. I presumed Maria to be everything. But a murderer? Hell, NO! That never crossed my mind. And Damain? What kind of games are they playing together? What do they want from Andy? What exactly made her come back apart from hiding from her crime?
What kind of a dark cloud are you Maria?
“Hey! I will fix this, okay? Please don’t worry.”I breathe out a deep sigh.
This new discovery about Maria is messing up my mind. It’s frightening.
“I do trust you, Andy, and besides, I will be with you on this. But I can’t help it, you know. I expected Maria to be anything – a selfish greedy bitch, an arrogant spoiled brat who gets anything she wants, a whore who sways any man she sets her eyes on, my nightmare who takes pleasure in humiliating me, but a murderer? I’m shocked and frightened.””You don’t have to be. I will never let any harm befall you or my daughter. That I promise.”I nod my head, and he pulls me on his lap, pulling me for a kiss.
“What do you say if we forget about everything for now, baby, and make use of this hotel room? We have it all to ourselves the entire day and night.” He says when we away, running his fingertips on my wet lower lip, arousing the butterflies in my belly.
“Will you be gentle?” I implore.
“As I have always been with you, love. And I told you, right? Whenever that beast tries to surface, slap me back to my sanity.””Alright. So..” I peck his lips, savouring the sweet scent of his phenomenons. I pull his right hand to my chest like I always do, and an inaudible moan escapes my lips as he pleasures my nipple, “where do we begin?” I finish between fast breathing.
I love the pleasure his hands are giving my boobs.
“Anywhere you want, baby. Just say it.” He whispers, massaging my earlobe with his wet lips.
“How about I taste your cock in my mouth first? It’s been so long.””Say no more, baby.”
In a Flicker, I am standing in front of him, helping him undress. When he is completely nude, he pulls my dress up and throws it where his clothes are lying on the floor. He takes a step back, giving me the pleasure to worship his huge hard member.
I love these veins that are making it look ooh, so..
“That meat is all yours. Are you going to eat it only with your eyes?””Definitely not.”
I kneel on my knees and give his hard balls a good squeeze before brushing my tongue on the tip of his dick, then I slide it deep into my mouth with excitement until its tip hits my throat, my lips touching its base.
If loving you is wrong, Andy, then I don’t want to do anything right. And if love is a crime, I am ready to spend my entire life in a cell with you, committing this same crime forever.