Mistake with the Alpha

Samantha

I had slept in the hands of the man I love but then I still feel so guilty. He's for another but now I want to be more selfish even in my guilt. I had never wanted anything so bad. But Jaylen, it seems like he is my doom.

Everyone thinks I'm in prison suffering but then I'm here living like I'm in paradise. Jaylen has gone out today. Ethan and Alvin were the one with me. I noticed something about Alvin, the way he's looking at me seems so different. At one point he even gave me a bow.

Ethan looked at him shocked but then he covered it with a smile. They brought me a lot of food but then I couldn't eat it. I'm having pregnancy hormones. I excluded all the sweet food.

"The physician wants to come see you," Ethan said.

"Here?"

I was scared that he would know that I'm here. Allison is so manipulating. He might manipulate him to tell her everything happening to me.

"No, you will have to go to him," he replied.

I nodded my head. Alvin couldn't stop staring at me.

"Beta, is everything wrong?" I asked him.

Alvin looked at me and smiled. " I'm just wondering how you manage to get pregnant?"

The way Ethan was looking at him seemed like he was angry with him for asking such a question. I wouldn't blame Alvin for doubting me. I couldn't even explain how I'm pregnant. It's a mystery to me.

"I can't even explain myself. I know you would think me to be a wh*re but trust me I didn't wish for this to happen" I said with self guilt.

"Don't feel guilty and I would never think such of you. I'm just glad Jaylen's heart is towards you. Not like I like Allison for Luna anyways" he said with a pitiful face.

"I know but...."

"The physician is waiting," Ethan interrupted us.

"Oh " I said.

They didn't follow me out. The physician came inside the cell. His face was filled with pity.

"Ma'am," he said.

I bowed where I was seated. He came closer and sat beside my bed. He was scrutinising me.

"Are you alright ma'am?" He asked gently.

"This place is not the best place to be but at least I'm surviving" I said with a pale look.

No need to tell me that I have to pretend. If I want to continue living in peace till I deliver my child, I should pretend. My face was so sad.

"I'm so sorry ma'am" he said

"Don't be, it has nothing to do with you" I smiled stiffly.

He then shook his head.

"I'm partially at fault. If I didn't tell the intended Luna that you are pregnant, the Alpha's father wouldn't have heard about it and you wouldn't be in this position" his sadness showed in his face. I didn't know he had such a notion about himself.

"They are bound to find out one day. It's fine" I held his hand.

The physician spent more minutes with me before he examined me and told me that my baby is healthy. The guards at the door didn't let him stay long so he left. I sighed in relief and prayed that he didn't notice anything. Getting back to the room, I met Jaylen seated there. I went to sit on his lap.

"When did you get here?" I asked happily.

"What took you so long?" He asked instead of replying.

The physician was just blaming himself for his wide mouth. No big deal" I said.

Jaylen shrugged and hugged me.

"Get dressed, we are going out," he said.

The look he had on showed that he was very happy. But when going out, what if someone sees us. I'll be in trouble again.

"Jay, you know I can't go anywhere. I'm on house arrest".

He kissed my neck inhaling my scent. I giggled at that action.

"Don't worry no one will see us," he said playfully.

I looked at him sternly.

"C'mon, I'm serious. Trust this your big baby here" he said winking his eyes and that got me laughing.

"Don't be silly Jay" I said, pushing his head.

"Being silly around you is what I know how to do best," he said.

If it was three months ago that someone told me that my Alpha is a very playful and sweet one, I would have argued with my head. He's unbelievably sweet. I was very jealous of Allison, for one minute I even wished her dead.

Truly I got dressed. I wore jeans and sneakers with a blouse that was hiding my already growing tummy. What warmed my heart the mist was when Jaylen also pulled his cloth and I saw he was the match of everything I wore. It was like we were a real couple. That moment I felt like I'm the one that was supposed to be with Jaylen, not Allison. I felt it strongly but then I knew it was my greediness that was doing that. I didn't want to be greedy. What Jaylen is giving me is enough. Many paragraphs need to be included. Read the complete book on . Even after now, he decided to leave me and return to his mate, it's worth it. He has really tried for me and I'm glad.

Jaylen led me up the ladder that leads to his room. He had told me last night that this ladder leads to his room after I asked him about it. From his room, he opened his rug and a little gate appeared. Opening the gate, we dropped down to a tunnel that led us outside. It was a very vast land. I've never been to this side of the pack before.

"It's a secret escape tunnel" Jaylen said to me when he saw me looking around.

"Are we still in our pack's land?" I asked.Exclusive © content by N(ô)ve/l/Drama.Org.

I was quite amazed.

"Yes. It's the pack's land that borders the glint's pack".

I know that Alpha. He has always wanted to give Jaylen his daughter for marriage but then he refuses. This didn't make them good friends.

"I know what you are thinking" Jaylen mocked me.

I blushed and then hugged him sideways. I had realised that since I got pregnant, my jealousy has increased. And I seem to hate anyone that threatens to take Jaylen from me. I had not hated Allison before now because I thought I'm the one trespassing but now, she is my number one enemy. I've even thought of her as dead a lot of times.

All this isn't my fault I couldn't help it. I had even thought that it was all Crystal's fault but then she said she's not guilty. That we are feeling this way because it just flowed out without our consent.