Mistake with the Alpha

Samantha

What he said just triggered the anger in me. It was as if I was waiting for him to come so that I would use him to calm myself. I jumped on my feet.

"Don't you dare!!!!!!!" I shouted.

"Calm down Sam," he said.

I pointed at his face.

"Don't you dare tell me to calm down! I didn't come here for you. I just came here to have a peace of mind and you dare come here to say I should forgive you? All that is happening is it not your damn fault? You are the one that caused all these and you dare say I should forgive you! To hell with you John" I bawled.

I was even panting at the end of my words. I was glaring at John like I'm going to kill him the next minute.

"I know I wronged you but then how did I cause everything?" He asked with a frown.

I widened my eyes at him in anger.

"Oh you don't know?" I scoffed. "Were you not the one who told me to do a video of me pleasuring myself? Then I mistakenly sent it to the Alpha. Since then he fancied me" I shouted, shaking my head violently. John was surprised at what I said.

"You sent your n**e to the Alpha?" He asked, still with his fake surprised look.

I didn't know who the idiot wanted to fool. I could still remember his harsh words vividly but I do not have the time to start arguing with him

"And you were already betrothed then but you still want to be using my body," I said and started to laugh.

"That's not true. I just couldn't leave you Sam. I love you" he said passionately.

If everything that happened to me these few days hasn't happened, I might fall for his voice and pained look but then I'm already a bitter woman and nothing can soothe me.

"Well, looking at the look of things I hate you and there's nothing you can do about it" I said blankly.

"C'mon Sam, I know we can still make things work" he pleaded.

I chuckled and then I suddenly felt tired. This made me want to go back to sit down. I've forgotten that the physician told me that I need to take care of my body now. My baby is taking so much of my strength. "You shouldn't have fallen so hard for the Alpha. You should have known he can't make you a Luna" he added.

That then made me sad and angry again.

"Don't you dare lecture me John" I shouted. "The Alpha is hundred times better than you can ever be. Do you think this me just emerged like that? It was Jaylen that made me see how beautiful and enticing I am. He was the one that made me know how wicked you are to call me fat and ugly..."

"I never called you ugly. I only said you were not so beautiful" he argued.

"What is the difference? Huh?" I screamed." All these while you were destroying my confidence just so I couldn't leave you. You were not planning to marry me but then you want to turn me into your s*x doll. What a selfish man you are John. You think I won't find out? I once heard those warrior colleagues of yours say, she has finally broken free from John. John won't have a s*x doll anymore".

Saying these tears was rolling down my eyes. I remembered the day I heard that. It was then when I still ran lapses at the training glade. They said a lot of things mockingly about John and I's relationship. It was there I got to find out John's initial plan for me. It was so painful that I couldn't stop running until Jaylen himself came to stop me and Ethan helped me to the clinic. Ever since I hated John with the whole of my heart.

"That's not true. They are all lying. They did it just to smite you" he denied but his eyes showed fear.

"Well that's your business. I'm not a replacement for the wife you lost. This is one thing I love the moon goddess for. She knows how to give people what they deserve. You can't destroy my life and want to have yours" I said with a smile.

He glared at me but then quickly softened his eyes.

"I can be the father of your child" he said all of a sudden.

I looked at him so stunned. No one has heard about this or did Allison later change her mind and spread the news.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him, trying to feign ignorance.

"I know you don't love me but then you've always been good to me. I can repay you by claiming to be the father of your child and save you from embarrassment or being rejected by the Alpha" he said. "How did you know that I'm with child?"

Now I'm getting so scared of people knowing that I'm with child. Another wave of trouble will start. This I'm so scared of.

"I have my ways," he said with a little hint of pride.

"Who else knows about this?" I asked.

My voice wasn't harsh nor was it calm. Jaylen has not even seen me since I found out that I'm pregnant. I know he is aware since Sally told me that the physician already told him. Him not coming to see me means he's rejecting the child. I had thought of getting rid of it but then this is my flesh and blood, I wouldn't mind raising it all by myself.

"I don't know. I only heard by chance when the alpha was being told" he replied.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.

This got me thinking. How did he get to hear from the Alpha's office? There's something off here. No one is permitted to move close to the Alpha's office if not called. There are even guards there day and night. John is definitely lying. I didn't tell him that, I just let him believe he had lied to me successfully.

John then began to move closer. I've watched a lot of human dramas and I know that once an ex is coming so close in a secluded place, there's always a set up. I stood up and put a distance between us. I want them to know that I'm quite smart. "Don't be like this Sam. I'm willing to take the responsibility. Please let me" his voice was as if he's going to cry.

"No! This is my baby not yours. I don't need you John and stay away from me" I said and walked away.

I don't trust John not to be used against me. John loves money and can do anything for it. Since he was betrothed to the Beta's sister, he had thought he was wealthy but then he became so unlucky when she found a second chance mate. Now he will surely be desperate about living a good life. Moving away from John, I went to my house. I needed someone to talk to but then Sally told me that I shouldn't tell my parents about it. She said it would further break their heart. Sally was very right.