My Ex, Please Love Me Again

Ezra was extremely speechless.

After a long while, he said angrily, “If you decide to do so, I will introduce some good guy to her after I return home.”

Certainly, this was his grief talking. He just felt anxious for Phil.

Phil had pursued Anya for so many years. It was a rare opportunity for him that Anya might accept him thoroughly. Although he got Lorie into an accident indirectly, he saved Anya’s life. They were square. He believed that Anya wasn’t that unreasonable sort of person, but it was Phil who gave her up.

While Ezra was irritable, Julian acted placidly.

He said to Phil gloomily, “You only have one chance. There is no turning back.”

“I know.” On the bed, Phil only responded to them calmly with two words and then pursed his lips, without saying a word.

Ezra felt so angry that he got out of the ward, and Julian followed him.

Now, Phil was recovering quite well. Since he got out of the ICU again, Phil just changed. He didn’t harm himself crazily but responded positively to treatment.

In the beginning, they thought Phil performed well for the sake of being together with Anya. However, it turned out that he did it for leaving.

That was right. Phil had told them many times that he would return to Chiobar when he recovered and let go of Anya and his daughter. And he would arrange nannies, even drivers for Anya who lived in Ustistan with Chris. She would absolutely have nothing to worry about.

But he didn’t intend to stay here.

After getting outside, Julian and Ezra each smoked a cigarette. Then Ezra said grumpily, “He is really insane, isn’t he? Does he give up Anya and his child? No regret?”

Julian puffed a smoke ring and said, “He loves Anya so much that he can’t take it right away.”

“Just give him some time,” Julian added, “now the key point is Anya.”

Ezra pursed his lips and then said, “Well, If Anya just ignores him since then, they will never be together. But if Anya wants to continue the relationship, there’s still hope.”

Then Ezra added, “But the point is whether or not Anya wants to do it. She once sought divorce so desperately. She might think she’s finally free now.”

Julian said in a low voice, “But he saved her. It depends on Anya.”

They all hoped that Phil and Anya could be fine. They had been through so many things and it was time to get this over with.

After Emelia ended the call and chose the words in her mind, she decided to face Anya.

As soon as Emelia arrived at the house and saw Anya, she lost her words, and thus she mumbled, “Anya…”

Anya felt a bit confused and said, “What’s wrong? Is it still inconvenient to see him?”

Before Emelia said something, Anya felt worried and asked quickly, “Is he not doing fine again?”

“No, no.” Emelia hurried to deny it in case Anya would be disturbed.

It also confused Maisie, and she asked, “What happened?”

As well, Maisie perceived that there was something wrong with Emelia.

Emelia sighed and told them the truth, “Phil… He told you to live a good life with Chris and… forget him.”

“What?” Maisie thought she misheard Emelia.

And Anya also thought it incredible. Before Phil passed out due to the gunshot, he asked her a question – ‘If I survive, forgive me, okay?’

And she answered ‘Okay’ without hesitation.

Not until they had such a fatal moment did she understand the meaning of love and hatred.

Love and hatred could be reversed easily. It was up to her to decide whether to love or hate.

Due to the car accident of Lorie, her mother, Anya did hate Phil.

But actually, she had been shaken by his solicitude those years, more or less.

When he risked his life to save her, getting shot for her, she forgave him.

And she knew that there was no man willing to sacrifice himself for her except Phil.

Unexpectedly, as she had forgiven him, he gave such a reply.

Seeing that they were getting stunned, Emelia said in a hurry, “He thinks he get you and Chris into big trouble. After all, you wouldn’t have had an accident if he hadn’t taken the case.”

“He feels guilty and remorseful.”

“Julian said he seemed to be trapped in such a mood, thinking that he will bring you misfortune, including the car accident of your mom. And now, he just wants to stay away from you in case something bad happens to you again.”

Emelia’s words calmed Anya’s nerves.

She could understand his flinch. No one would not feel guilty about such a thing. But did he have to stay away from her and his daughter thoroughly?

Was he just too serious?

Maisie understood Phil and she said to Anya softly, “He just cares about you so much. Don’t be mad at him.”

Anya shook her head, “No, I am not. I know his feeling.”

Anya had wanted to say something, but she suddenly thought of a terrible thing and stiffened.

Emelia who observed Anya’s reaction all the way asked immediately, “Anything wrong? Why do you look so bad all at once?”

Anya stared at them and said in a panic, “I suddenly think of his mom who got insane due to her husband’s death. Phil is a crazy guy. I am afraid that he will feel too guilty to be relieved…”This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

What if he went insane like his mother?

Anya had no courage to continue her words. She didn’t dare to imagine such a possibility but had to be worried about it. After all, they were family and there were some similar genes in them perhaps.

Emelia and Maisie froze for a while. Soon afterward, Maisie said in an uncertain tone, “He won’t be that obsessive, will he?”

“Julian just said he felt a bit guilty. Give him some more time. Maybe he will feel relieved soon,” Emelia explained.

Anya recovered her composure and said, “Yes. Give him some more time. If he wants to stay away from me, then we just break up.”

Such a decision frightened Emelia and Maisie. They asked, “You … you give him up?”

They thought Anya would show more initiative while Phil flinched. After all, they had been through a fatal moment. They didn’t expect that she would agree to break up with Phil.

Anya said in a much lighter tone, “But I will leave Chris to him.”

Emelia and Maisie looked at each other and then smiled knowingly.