My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

Chapter 158

My Love My Hatred Chapter 158

I pulled the needle out of the back of my hand and it started to bleed.

Igasped for air and said, “You either let me go or you kill me. Or we keep doing this, hurting each other.

I won‘t forgive you and forget about the past.” I said angrily.

Lance Mason got up from the bed and walked out the room. I knew he didn‘t want all three of the

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normally with me, he just kept telling himself that I would forgive him if he started to treat me better.

The only problem was, was he treating me better?

He would start to act like the old

I didn‘t explain to anyone about my complicated relationship with Lance Mason. I didn‘t explain much

when other people thought that we were husband and wife.

It‘s not like I didn‘t want to explain, I was just too lazy to explain too much to other people. What would I

say? Say that he wasn‘t my husband? I was in the gynaecology department because of him, what

would other people think

about me if I told them he wasn‘t my husband?

People would think that I was his mistress. I never wanted to hear the word ‘mistress‘ anymore, I felt

humiliated.

I was left in the ward alone after the nurse left. The clicking sound of the clock on the wall made me

feel so

lonely.

People would always look for the person who they rely on most when they are hurt. And the only

person I rely on was Javier. I grabbed my phone off the nightstand, wanting to see if I could see any

information about him on social media.

I told myself that I just wanted to see if he was safe and what he had been doing, I didn‘t want to bother

his

life.

I felt funny that I would rely on a man who is 3 years younger than me.

llogged in to my WhatsApp and wanted to see what he has been doing recently. A lot of messages

came in after I logged in to it. They were mostly from Javier and a few from Bosco. I

wanted to see what Javier had sent me but I backed off, looking at him caring for me would just make

me feel lonelier

here, it would just upset me further.

It would only make me weaker and I didn‘t want to be any weaker at that

moment.

But I still opened his messages anyway, he has sent a lot of messages to me. There were also

voicemails. At first, he would ask how I was doing, did Lance try anything bad to me. And at the end, he

just asked me to reply to his message and don‘t make him worry.

He told me that he couldn‘t come here to find me and said that someone was trying to stop him from

doing so.

He said that he was very worried about me and told me to reply to his message so that he would know

that I was fine, at the very least. He would feel better if I do so.

Even though he couldn‘t do much for me at that moment, all of his caring words broke me down and I

couldn‘t contain myself anymore. Tears started to roll down my cheeks and I buried my face in my

hands, bawling my eyes out for a long time. My fingers were shaking so hard when I typed the

message, and sent the message out to him.

‘I am fine, don‘t worry,‘ I sent.

He was quick to reply to me and asked me when I would be going back to Germany.

Seems like he was waiting for my messages every second to see if I would reply.