My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

Chapter 203

My Love My Hatred Chapter 203

At this point, I wasn‘t afraid or sad anymore. I just wanted to leave Lance. I wanted to leave Leo too, I

knew he

didn‘t want o be with me anymore and I also didn‘t have feelings for him anymore.

“Lance, can we talk decently for once? Let‘s talk about us, and also about everything. No hard feelings,

no hate. Just talk about anything, once and for all. Okay?” I sighed. Tears were starting to form in my

eyes. I knew what I was about to tell him.

“Fine. Brother, I need some time alone with Jennie, is that okay?” Lance asked his brother.

Leo nodded and said, “T‘ll head out for a while.” Finally Free

And with that, he left the house, leaving me and Lance in his condo.

Lance pulled my hands and led me to the living hall. We sat on the sofa, facing each other. I took a

deep breath and said, “Lance, before I speak, do you have anything you want to tell me?”

“Yes. Jennie, I really love you, I don‘t care if you trust me or not, but I do! Can you come back with

me?” Lance sighed. He seemed to have calmed down, that was quick.

“Lance, you know after all the years in the Mason‘s family, after what you have done to me, it‘s hard for

me to change me impression of you......”

“I know, Jennie. I know, but for the sake of Lexi, can you put it all behind?”

“No, Lance. I know, I know that you have been trying to change for me. I could feel it, but it‘s not this

easy. You

Finally Free can‘t just expect me to suddenly fall in love with you just because you confessed your love

to me, just because we have a child, just because you‘re trying to change for me. It‘s not that easy.” I

said calmly. “I‘ve been hurt way too deep, by you, you brother, your family and even my own mother!

There‘s no way that I can just suddenly let it all go and live a normal life, that would be lying to myself.”

“Jennie, I......” Lance spoke up.

“No, let me speak.” I cut him off. “You said you love me, but I couldn‘t see anything that shows that you

love me. A little bit of anger management,

controlling your temper around me sometimes and asked for my permission before doing anything to

me doesn‘t mean it‘s love. Maybe to you, that‘s love. But to me, that‘s just how a

Finally Free normal human being should act like. If you really, really have feelings for me and love me

with all your heart....” | stopped and took a big breathe before saying the next thing.

“Let me go, Lance Mason. Just let me go. Let me live my own life, peacefully.” I said. For some reason

my heart was beating fast, and I could feel bitterness spreading in me. I knew my impression on him

had actually changed, but I didn‘t think it was for the better. Maybe I just thought he became

a kinder man. I knew we couldn‘t continue living together, it‘s a very toxic relationship we had. So toxic

that both of us might get hurt.

“What about Lexi, our daughter?” Lance asked, his voice breaking.

“I know Lexi would be in good hands, you love her so much. You take Finally Free care of her very well Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

and even treat her like your princess. It would be best for her to stay with a single parent who loves her

dearly, than to stay in a toxic family.” I explained. “You know it too, we are very toxic in terms of our

relationship and our so–called family.” || added.

“What about me? Don‘t you care about me at all? I thought you hate me, shouldn‘t you be trying to stay

by my side just so you can take your revenge?” Lance asked, he was desperate. So desperate that he

didn‘t mind me plotting against him anymore as long as I stayed by his side.

“Lance, I‘m sick and tired of all these. Revenge, plots and calculations...... these isn‘t how | imagined

my life to be. I want a good husband, who loves me and shows me

Finally Free his love instead of just telling me. I never wanted a toxic relationship like this, full of abuse

and violence. Tell me, is there any woman in the world who likes getting abused?” I stared at his

handsome face and asked.

“I...... I‘m sorry, Jennie. I regret it. I will change, I will not hit you anymore. I will change, for you. Please

don‘t leave me, Jennie Gomez.” Lance‘s voice cracked. His eyes were teary and I could see him trying

not to break down in front of me.

If this was a year ago, I must be feeling so good and happy with myself, for making this man hurt, but

why wasn‘t I feeling this way at all now? Why was I just...... sad? Was I sad that I was going to leave

this place? Or was I sad for leaving this toxic man? Or was it because or Lexi.…..? D00:05 My

Paranoid Lover

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“Lance, you promised not to hit me many times, you promised to treat me better. But in the end, you

still weren‘t able to keep your promises. Don‘t tell me it was because I tried to provoke you. No matter

what I did, it‘s still far less compared to what you have done to me. I’m not into revenge or anything like

this anymore, I know you‘re a smart man, you always figured out the things that I‘ve done. So all I‘m

asking, Lance Mason, is to let me go. I‘ll see Lexi from time to time, but please let me live my own life.”

I explained to the man in front of me.

Lance buried his head in his hands and I could see his shoulder shaking. Was he crying? Lance Mason

was crying in front of me. This was the first time I saw him being so vulnerable in front of me, he

showed me the weak Finally Free side of him.

My heart skipped a beat, the bitterness in my heart was getting stronger and stronger. I knew if I leave

this place, there would be no coming back, ever. I would finally be able to leave the Mason‘s, but this

includes my own daughter......

After a long moment of silence, Lance looked up at me. His eyes were swollen and red, he had been

sobbing silently into his own hands. I didn‘t dare to look at his face for too long so I lowered my head.

“You really want to leave?” Lance asked with a broken voice.

I was stunned. Did that mean he was going to let me go this time?

I slowly nodded my head. “Yeah.”

“I‘m not going to keep you and lock you by my side anymore, Jennie. You

Chapter 203 Finally Free were right, it‘s time for me to show my love for you. Actions speak louder than

words..….” and with that, Lance stood