Chapter 149 Let’s do that again
Liliana looked at Jonathan wide-eyed at his request.
They had been kissing frequently these days, but it was always Jonathan who kissed her. She had not mustered enough courage to kiss him back yet.
She looked at his eyes and his lips and was suddenly reminded of how he had kissed her on that day. She had felt like suffocating at first, but after she had eased into it, she had felt a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach.
She stared at his lips and gulped audibly making Jonathan shake his head in helplessness.
“Honey? What’s on your mind?” He probed seeing her frozen.
“I…You kiss me.” She said, confused.
“Nah! This time you take the initiative.” He said, amused.
“But…” She bit her lips unsure of what to do.
Seemingly having read her thoughts, he said, “Relax. Do what you feel like. Don’t think too much, okay.”
She heaved a defeated sigh and took a deep breath as if she was gearing up for a battle.
Jonathan could only shake his head.
She slowly inched closer and closed her eyes as she pressed her lips to his and for a second froze like that.
Then she remembered how much she liked it when he licked her lips and sucked on them, so she did the same slowly and cautiously.
Jonathan tightened his hold on her waist to keep himself from taking over and ravaging her mouth.
Feeling his reaction, she pulled back and looked at him. He had his eyes closed and seemed to have a look of anticipation on his face.
That somehow gave her the courage to continue and so she did.
Licking and sucking his lips, Liliana realized it was not all that difficult, she just had to close her eyes and stop thinking. Her feelings and their body gestures would do the rest.
After a while, Jonathan could not take it anymore and started to reciprocate. She froze as he did and he slowed down as if waiting for her.
It only took a few seconds before she got the hang of it and they kissed for a long time.
It was a gentle delicate dance like a spring of flowing water. They just followed their feelings without fighting for control and only let go after they were both out of breath.
Liliana opened her eyes after she had evened out her breathing and was shocked to see she was lying on top of him with her hands running on his chest and neck, and his hand caressing the back of her head and face.
She abruptly got up and asked, “Did I press your wounds?”
Jonathan smiled, “Nope!”
Seeing her skeptical reaction, he lifted his shirt and showed her that his wounds were indeed fine.
She finally relaxed and then smiled.
“That felt so good. Let’s do that again.” She exclaimed.
Jonathan was stunned at her reaction and laughed, “I am glad you think so. Feel free to kiss me anytime, anywhere, and anywhere you like.”Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
He added with a wink and it took a few seconds for her to realize what that meant. When she realized, her eyes widened and she looked horrified.
“Honey, have you ever thought about how Jo and Li came to be?” He asked with a frustrated look on his face.
“It’s your fault, Jonathan Smith. I never even let anyone hold my hand and waited to have all my firsts with you. You called me a gold-digger.” She huffed.
She poked his chest and added, “Do you even know how rich I am?”
She looked at him with a pout which made him smile but he coughed and said seriously, “I am sorry.”
She chuckled at his reaction and said, “Ah! You are so cute.” She kissed his nose as she added, “Of course, I know how Jo and Li came to be. I do remember some things vaguely. Even if I did not, I was not living under a rock you know.”
She sighed and added, “It’s just I feel like I was turned off from intimacy completely after what happened. Not to mention, over the years, now and then I wondered if you were with someone else which made me instinctively resistant.”
She bit her lips as she added, “Honestly speaking, Nathan, I probably would not have agreed to work things out with you if you had been with some other woman. I know it’s not your fault, but even so.”
He held her tight and kissed her head, “It’s alright. It was my fault, even if you don’t blame me. It’s okay. I would not have accepted you if you had been with someone else either, at least not this easily. We both are the same in this regard, so don’t worry.”
“Alright! I don’t want to dwell on this and waste our time on what-ifs.” She nodded.
“Want to kiss again?” He probed.
“Can we?” She asked expectantly, her eyes twinkling.
“Why would you think we can’t?” He was confused by her question.
“Well, I don’t want you to be in any discomfort. Your wound has not healed yet, and I would rather you heal quickly.” She said with her head tilted.
“You are a gem, my dear wife.” He said as he crashed his lips on hers.
This time Jonathan took the lead and she followed.
She froze as he slipped his tongue inside her mouth, and only reciprocated after a few seconds.
He was very patient as he allowed her to set the rhythm she was comfortable with. After a minute they were in perfect sync, and he slowly started to nudge her again as the kiss slowly got passionate and their hands started roaming around.