Chapter 240 She almost died
Bo Xiaoxiao suffered from insomnia again. I didn’t expect that after Bo Yanchen let her go, I began to fall asleep and think about him.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with this.
Everything that happened to him and her before will gradually be forgotten as she leaves.
She can even imagine that when she comes back in a few years, perhaps he will already be a husband and a father.
She will call his wife sister-in-law, his children will call her aunt, and he and she will always be brothers and sisters.
It will not change until death.
In two days, it will be her birthday again.
Can’t help sighing, time really passed so fast.
The arrival of the age of 20 means that it is indeed far away.
After her birthday, she plans to leave as soon as possible.
… …
This birthday party, the mother is also practicing for her, finally saw Bo Yanchen again.
Moka Fang took his arm and admired the intimacy of others. In Bo Xiaoxiao’s view, she was really a talented woman.
Also, Moka Fang is the most suitable person for him.
This year’s birthday, no one invited her to dance any more. In the middle of the dance floor, he said something in Moka Fang’s ear. The woman smiled shyly and angrily. Bo Xiaoxiao watched and ate champagne, but felt bitter and tasteless.
Presumably, the engagement banquet should be held at the end of the year.
However, it has nothing to do with myself.
The day before she left, she met Mu Nuan and talked for a while in the cafe.
Looking at the poor girl who had the same experience as herself, Bo Xiaoxiao could feel the difference between Mu Nuan and herself.
Because, Mu Nuan is only subconsciously resisting Raymond, but there is still that person in my heart.
As for herself, how can she put her own brother into her heart?
“Fortunately, I am relieved.”
This is said from thin small mouth, Mu Nuan but did not recognize the slightest joy, but sad feeling, full of.
… …
When she returned at night, her mother told her that Grandpa’s old disease had been committed again and she had to go back to see him now.
Grandpa is nearly 80 years old and has not lived in this prosperous Ancheng for a long time. Instead, he has moved to a quiet city to provide for the aged.
“Xiao Xiao, my mother can’t take you to the airport tomorrow morning. When you get abroad, I will come and see you as soon as I have time.”
“Good.”
I hugged my mother and watched her leave. Bo Xiaoxiao looked at the empty home. I didn’t expect her to be so lonely on the last night before going abroad.
I also think that I will chat with my mother. After all, I have gone abroad and I don’t know if I will come back in a short period of time.
In the room, all the luggage has been packed. She didn’t take much with her. Anyway, when she went abroad, she could buy anything again.
At night, it seems that I heard something. Bo Xiaoxiao has not been sleeping well for a long time and will wake up whenever there is any movement.
Turning on the desk lamp beside the bed, this time she did hear someone breathing heavily outside the door.
“Who is outside the door?”
After getting out of bed, he went to open it barefoot. At the door, the tall figure in front of her blocked her view.
The strong smell of alcohol on the man’s body made her subconsciously frown, and then on the deep eyes, thin and small dark eyes.
He drank, and this time he drank a lot.
“Brother.”
There is no fear, no timidity, and the pronunciation is indifferent.
Just like this man in front of us, he is just a relative who has a very shallow relationship with himself. He is strange and alienated.
Brother?
Bo Yanchen jaw jaw head, well, good, still remember what should be called him.
The narrow corner of the eye glanced at the packed suitcase in the girl’s room.
Yes, she’s leaving tomorrow.
This time, he promised her that he would not stop her and would not see her again.
This is what she wants, so he will try his best not to disturb.
But tonight, I was confused once.
Arrived here, stood in front of her, big palm took up her cheek, warm and warm breath whirling around her-
“It’s good to take care of yourself when you go there.”
Bo Yanchen told her in an extremely soft voice, while the girl fanned her eyelashes and nodded as if she had agreed.
Then, his kiss overturned and he might meet again tomorrow. I don’t know when.
… …
Before dawn, she had already cleaned herself up and looked at the man who had not woken up in bed.
He really drank a lot of wine last night, otherwise she was never the only one who woke up and he was looking at her.
-Brother, goodbye.
Close the door, Bo Xiaoxiao went downstairs, the driver was already waiting for her.
On the way to the airport, consciousness suddenly popped up in her mind.
What was she doing last night?
Think this is the last sex before parting.
Bo Xiaoxiao, you must not be normal either. You think it is understandable that this happened, but you forget that you have committed another crime.
Do you think that if you flee Ancheng and go abroad, you can wash away those sins?
Unless, one day, you will no longer be thin and small, will no longer be from Carl family, will not be his sister, and will no longer be labeled thin and small as before…
However, that is impossible.
A person’s birth is doomed to be impossible to change.
“Miss, here we are.”
Outside the airport, she got off the bus and the driver checked all her luggage. In the waiting hall, she stood alone in front of the glass window and watched the planes take off, leave the city, go to a new place and have a new start.
But what happened last night made Bo Xiao see himself clearly.
In fact, what she has always wanted to escape from is not Bo Yanchen, but her own heart.
I don’t know from when, she has also been deeply involved in this sin emotion, cannot extricate herself.
Even if you go abroad, can you deceive yourself and others and start over?
“Passengers to Australia…”
She was unmoved when the radio came.
Watching those people check in and get on the plane, which is also the plane she wants to take, but she just watched and waited so quietly.
She did not move until the plane took off.
Finally, he turned around and left the airport.
She went to the cemetery, and it’s time to go again.
Father’s tombstone is just around the corner. She has no face to face him. He knows from the bottom of the spring and does not want to see her.
“Dad, I’m sorry.”
Sorry, I know these three words, no matter how many times they are said, are useless.
Mistakes have already been made. If you are still alive, if you know what happened between me and my brother, you will be angry.
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She is so tired, she really wants to get rid of Bo Xiaoxiao’s identity and go to a place where no one can find her and no one knows her.
Mother can’t find her, Bo Yanchen also, can’t find her place.
Paper cannot contain fire. As long as she is still thin and small, and as long as she will have the chance to see Bo Yanchen in the future, the previous sins will be known sooner or later.
At that time, she did not dare to think about what would happen to her mother and what would happen to external reports.
He already has Moka Fang and will be engaged soon, and she…
Can I meet the person who belongs to me again in this life?
The answer is no, and it is impossible.
“I am not worthy to be your daughter or Carl family’s daughter.”
… …
Out of the cemetery, a person wandered in the street, not knowing where she was going now. She was not without money and had a lot of cash on her, but so what.
People are still in Ancheng, what money can she use?
But go back, she doesn’t want to go back to Carl family.
However, she knew that within two days, when the school did not receive her, she would naturally call her home, and soon people in Carl family would know that she had not gone abroad.
Bo Xiaoxiao, are you playing missing?
But if he is missing, how can he still wander in the streets of Ancheng?
Until--
Walking to the center of the square, I saw the live news being broadcast on the outdoor silver screen at the airport.
However, the content of the news report is related to her.
Bo Xiaoxiao was shocked and did not dare to believe…
The plane going abroad had an accident halfway and crashed!
This is too… Terrible.
She almost got on the plane and almost… died in the air crash.
No, she is already dead.
According to the news report, her name is also on the list.
Everyone thought that she got on the plane and was killed.
Bo Xiaoxiao had no time to lament the bizarre nature of this matter. Perhaps there are always many things in this world that cannot be explained.
It’s like what she was thinking when she didn’t get on this plane.
Should she be glad that she did not leave temporarily and escaped the fate of life and death, or should she be helpless that she was still alive but became one of the victims?
Air crash, that is, the kind that can’t even find the body.
So, if…
At the moment, a thought like this popped up in Bo Xiaoxiao’s mind-
If Bo Xiaoxiao died in this air crash in front of him, it would not be a bad thing, would it?
She also thought before, if she is no longer thin and small, then she will no longer be so sinful?
In an instant, God gave her such a chance.
It’s really… Everything is already doomed.
… …
She found a small hotel to stay in. Since she doesn’t want anyone to find her again, then… stay here for the time being.
All day long, I watched the news reports, all about the air crash.
Hearing the bad news, Bo’s mother fainted and went to the hospital, while Bo’s little employer…
He did not appear in front of the media again, and Jessica Fong Ching has long regarded himself as a member of Carl family, taking care of Mrs. Bo in the hospital all day long.
Bo Xiaoxiao knew that a person’s sudden death would bring deep pain to the people around him, and she knew all of these.
“Mom, you can think of me as dead, that’s all right.”
Perhaps after a period of time, even if sad, but still want to live.
Only the dead will not expose the secret.
Bo Xiaoxiao’s death is good for everyone.
And she was completely relieved.