Sweet Twins

Chapter 509 I Can't Solve It

When Jay stood up and was about to leave, Doris was quick to stop him.

"Don't leave. I have something to ask you." Her eyes turned to the servants and signaled them to leave.

Knowing what Doris would talk to him about next, Jay closed his eyes in frustration.

During this period of time, Jay had been in great pain.

He didn't know what was wrong with him. But every time he thought of being intimate with Doris, her pained expression when she gave birth to Ace suddenly appeared in his mind.

It seemed that all her pain was caused by him. He couldn't help but feel guilty every time he remembered it.

At first, this kind of self-blame was not too strong, but as time went by, it gradually took root and sprouted in his heart.

To the point where he couldn't face Doris anymore, nor could he face his desire.

It hurt him to know that there was something wrong with his mind, but he didn't know how to solve it!

Although he wanted to hide it from Doris, it seemed that he couldn't hide it anymore. What should he do?

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What else can I do? If I continue to hide it from her, she will be suspicious every day. She is an insecure woman, and now she is taking care of our child. If this causes her psychological burden, then I am the one to suffer in the end.'

With this thought, Jay had decided to tell Doris the truth.

Pain was written all over his face when he faced Doris.

"What do you want to ask? Go ahead."

Patting the empty space beside her, Doris said, "Come on. Let's talk in bed."

His heart immediately shuddered. The two of them hadn't been having sex for a long time. Now they were lying on the same bed, and he...

In a soft voice, Doris urged him to come closer. "Come on."

Seeing that he couldn't escape, Jay had to get on the bed.

As soon as Jay got on the bed, Doris crossed her legs around his waist.

It made Jay's whole body tremble. His heart was hammering in his chest as sweat began to form on his forehead.

"Jay, are you annoyed with me?" she asked gently.

"You are my son's mother. How can I think you are annoying?"

After a short pause, Doris asked again, "Then why don't you want me?"

"It's not that I don't want you. I just... It's just that..." Embarrassed, Jay began to stammer. The fear he was feeling right now was not a joke. It was suffocating.

As a doctor of the andrology department, Doris clearly knew that she couldn't put pressure on Jay at this time.

If he felt pressured, it would only make Jay want to escape more.

So she gently rubbed Jay's chest and encouraged him. "Can you tell me your troubles?"

Jay swallowed hard. It was hard to say, but Doris was a doctor.

In other words, she was the closest woman to him.

Besides, how long could he escape?

He couldn't run away all his life, could he?

Taking a deep breath, Jay continued, "There is indeed something wrong with my mind. Since the day I saw you give birth to the baby, I have lost interest in that matter, and even hated it. I don't know why I am like this. If it was in the past, it would never have happened. I don't know what to do. I feel very conflicted and depressed. My desire seems to be trapped by something. I want to rush out, but I can't find a direction and a way out. What should I do, Doris?"

Jay put his hand on Doris' arm; his hand was stiff and even a little cold.

Similarly, in the past, he would never be like this. A simple touch back then was enough to ignite his burning desire.

Since Doris knew his condition, she tried to be more patient. "Please feel my heartbeat and my body temperature. Don't you feel anything?"

As she spoke, she placed his hand on her chest.

However, Jay drew back his hand quickly as if he had been burned by something.

His heartbeat rose as he panicked. "Don't push me, Doris."

"I'm not forcing you. I just want to know if you really don't have any feelings for me." This was difficult for Doris too, because she had never imagined that this would happen to Jay, but she tried her best to stay calm.

"It's not that I don't feel anything. But this fear..." His eyes were pleading as he stared at Doris. It was not hard to tell from his trembling voice that he was really not ready for this yet.

"Well, I won't force you. I just want to sleep with you in your arms, okay?" Since it was a psychological problem, Jay might need a psychologist to help him.

Even though she was a doctor, she couldn't do anything about it.

"Okay." As much as Jay wanted to get rid of it, it was not easy.

Because the moment he got close to Doris, he would be inexplicably nervous. He couldn't tell why, but he knew that what he was most afraid of was that Doris would ask him why.

Fortunately, Doris didn't force him anymore. His heart slowly began to calm down.

When Doris gently leaned over, she tasted something bitter in her mouth as she found out that Jay's excitement towards her was gone now. He just mechanically held her, without doing anything more.

While she leaned against his chest like a kitten, Jay kept the same posture for a night.

She was very tired, and it might not be easy for Jay.

On the next day, Jay's eyes were red as if he hadn't slept all night.

The moment Doris saw his exhausted face, she knew she had to find a way to help him.

They were still young and had a long way to go. If they had to go on like this...

It was too cruel.

The two of them had breakfast in silence. Every time Doris asked about something, Jay would just give a brief reply.

Even when they were done eating, Jay chose to play with Ace not say anything to Doris.

Jay was so depressed that he didn't look as smart and lively as before.

All of a sudden, Doris missed the playboy Jay, who used to be so confident in front of women. Perhaps at that time, he would have never imagined losing interest in women.

To women?

No, No. maybe Jay just lost interest in Doris, and not with other women, right?

An idea suddenly came up in her mind, which made her eyes glint with excitement. She ran up to Jay and said, "Give Ace to the nanny, and I'll take you out."

"What are you going to do?"

"Go to the hospital to deal with your psychological... disorder," Doris teased.

Rolling his eyes on her, Jay replied, "Must you let everyone know about this?"

With a gentle smile, Doris said, "Don't be like this. Everyone could experience psychological problems. You have to solve them when you have them. Escaping from things is not your style, right?"

"Are you sure?" Frowning, Jay looked at her miserably.

"You have to go. I'm a doctor; you have to trust me." As Doris spoke, Jay noticed that her tone was firmer now.

"You are a doctor. Why can't you cure my disease?" There was a hint of disappointment in his voice.

After thinking for a while, Doris offered, "Well... Well... How about I help you? Don't push me away..."

Since Jay didn't want to go to the hospital, she wanted to give her idea a try. If it didn't work, they could go to the hospital.

"I have to go to work!" Jay argued, quickly finding an excuse.

Fang Group was running well. Jay didn't go there often before. If there was anything wrong with the company, he would have a video conference at home to solve it.

Recently, Jay was always in a hurry to go to work because he didn't want to see Doris.

In case he would embarrass himself.