Chapter 35: Mistake of the Past
Logan’s Point of View
“Would it be too much if ask you to love me back, Logan? Would it be?” she asked, sobbing in my chest.
I didn’t answer. I just caressed her hair and continue to put kisses on her temple. I didn’t answer even though my heart wants to tell it all. It just makes me happy yet felt mad at myself for making my wife cry. I wanted to ease that pain away because she is thinking the wrong way but my mouth didn’t open to explain everything. I am so speechless because for the second time, my wife, my girl, confessed her feelings to me. But in a tearful way again and it is all my fault. From the very start, I should have made myself clear to her. From the day I accepted my feelings to her, from the day I completely accepted that yes, I am smitten with her. I should have cleared it that I am head over heels in love with her too but my damn mind just keeps on stopping me just so my ego can get the justice he wanted. But guess what? Now I am suffering as well for seeing Alice crying again and again all because of me.
“Would it be, Logan?” Alice then asked, lifting her eyes on me. I looked her down and just caressed her cheek and I claimed her lips which made her stiffen for a while before she can able to answer my kiss.
Alice moaned when I deepened the kiss and started pushing her on a marble counter. Both of my hands slowly made their way to travel her body while her right hand is copying what my hands did with her left hand on my nape, seems like she didn’t want to end our kiss. I chuckled inside. Dude, the feeling is mutual but we have to pull out unless we run out of air.
“Let’s get upstairs.” I didn’t give her the chance to agree or say words, instead, I immediately carried her on a bridal position. Her arms are wrapped around my nape tightly with her face buried on my nake while gently sniffing me which is sending chills on me.
When we reached the room, I then delivered her to our bed and there, I continue what we have started in the kitchen, freely. As I keep on traveling her using my daring hands, she is moaning continuously especially when I am biting her skin, putting red marks on it.
“Someone might see them, Logan…” she said breathless, talking about the hickeys.
I smiled and give her another one on the valley of her breasts and then looked her up again. “Don’t you want to have my mark?” I asked playfully, enjoying the emotion written on her gorgeous face that is now tinged with red. Alice’s skin tone is a bit lighter and I love to see her blushing all because of me.
“But it’s… ugh!” She wasn’t able to continue her words when I brought her bead to my mouth after licking it many times. I did it to the other one, alternately and last for minutes before I crawled back on her lips and devoured it again endlessly.
“Would it be too much if I please my wife?” I whispered in her ears and nibbled it afterward. She just answered me with her moans before I crawled down on her breast again and down to her belly.Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.
My hands started to removed her clothes until the only thing that is left is her black panty. I bit my lips as I stared at her like my prey, laying on my bed and ready to be devoured by me. Alice on the other hand covered her breast after realizing that I am staring at her. I chuckled and leaned towards her and pinned her arms beside her.
“I saw them before, you don’t have to hide them.” And once kissed her before I started to remove my clothes too.
Alice’s eyes widened when I stood up in front of her with no clothes on. She traveled her eyes down on my member and instantly gasped before covering her mouth and bringing back her eyes on mine.
“Did… Did you just put that thing inside me before?” she asked.
I nodded and covered her again. “Haven’t you seen him when we did that years ago? I remember how you writhed in pain while I penetrated you for your first time.”
“Who wouldn’t be if that huge thing will be the one to do the task?” Her brow twitched as she pouted her lips making me tempted to kiss it again which I did for how many times before we ended up moaning, both sweating as we continue to give pleasure to each other.
“Oh my, God! Ugh, Logan!” Alice moans in pleasure while I am thrusting between her legs. “Logan… Uhm, that feels so good.” She wrapped her legs around my waist while I bend forward and carried her out of the bed.
“You’re still tight, baby… damn!” I groaned in ecstasy as I feel how my member is being squeezed by her walls.
“Logan…” she called breathless, panting while she is clawing my back unintentionally. “Oh my, God! I’m cumming… f*ck, I’m cumming, Logan!” she moaned loudly, filling the whole room before I felt how she explode. She told me to stop but I just couldn’t when I am also near.
Hugging her tightly, not wanting to let her go again, I thrust myself deep and deeper on her which just tripled the moans coming from her. Moments passed, I also feel that I am going to explode so I thrust at a fast pace until we reach our climax together. She for the third time and me for the first time since we started.
I laid her back on the bed, still panting and unable to speak. I crawled beside her, placed her head on my bicep, and covered ourselves with the mattress.
“Rest, there’s still another round, baby. I’ve been waiting for this day to come and I am definitely won’t let this day pass with you wearily laying on my bed.”
“Can you please shut your mouth from dirty talks, Logan?” she hissed and buried her face on my chest again. Later on, I just chuckled when I heard her little snores and when I looked her down, I can’t help but steal a kiss from her before I decided to close my eyes while she is caged in my arms.
I did love her before, I am once hopelessly in love with Ynez before but when Alice came, I know, I will be much in love and smitten with her.
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Alice’s Point of View
I woke up the next morning still sorr because of what happened between me and Logan last night. And even though it wasn’t my first time anymore it still hurt to the point that up until now, I could still feel the pain down there. But despite that, I forced myself to get up from the bed where I am currently alone. I don’t know where Logan is, maybe he’s outside or left for something which he didn’t bother to inform. I instantly felt the bitterness upon thinking that maybe, it is the reason why I woke up without him beside me.
Huh! After what he did to me last night, he didn’t even wait for me to wake up? For goodness’ sake, he took me many times in different positions and the worst is, he did take me while my back is against the wall, standing with one foot. God! Those sinful things we did last night are f*cking cringing the hell out of me.
After I did my morning routine, wearing my sunny dress, I stepped outside the room, and to my disappointment, I didn’t even see Logan in the living room nor the kitchen. So, I ended up eating my breakfast alone and I almost cried upon eating alone. After finishing my food and washing the plates I have used, I decided to take a walk around the beach since I haven’t stepped out since we got in here.
The weather was pretty good though it seems like the sun is a bit shy right now. Sea breeze welcomed and hugged me when I walked over the shore, kicking a random shell I passed with. I’d been walking for about fifteen minutes when I decided to stop on a rock formation and when I look back from where I come, that’s when I realized that I had already taken far. However, instead of going back, I just sat on the rock formation, facing the horizon where the sea meets the morning sky.
Again, upon being alone, the memory of last night flashes back through my mind. And even though I don’t want to think in a negative way, I couldn’t help it. Especially what starts my day today. Being immature it may sound, I am really expecting that upon opening my eyes, they will first land on Logan who’s laying beside me but it didn’t. My expectation hurt me. How can he leave me alone without even telling me where he will go or when he will come back. It feels like he just used me last night so he can feel the pleasure and when the morning came, it was easy for him to leave me without any words.
When the air blows, a drop of tear fell from my eyes. Biting my lips, I wiped it off and picked up some stone beside me, and then threw it off on the water. Putting my resentment to Logan on them.
“Damn you!” I shouted, “How dare you just used me last night and leave me alone afterward?! When I told you to stay away from me, you didn’t did. Instead, you brought yourself on me and lure me to your trap. Now that I am not asking you to leave me, you just f*cking did! F*ck you, Logan!” my voice cracked before I weakly stopped throwing and shouting my pain out.
After a couple of minutes, I took off my dress and hang it on the rock before I soaked myself in the water. And funny how it feels that the water wasn’t cold but inside me is freezing. It felts like my heart is coated by ice and then some ice spikes are pricking it slowly making me feel the racking pain inside. As I go deep into the seawater, I breathed in and out. Trying to find peace in the peaceful waves but I just couldn’t find it when the bitterness is continue to creeps on me. I tried to walk forward again and when I am already on tiptoe just so I can still feel the bed sand under, I decided to swim. I intentionally make myself heavy so I won’t float instantly and as I am underwater, I opened my eyes. I cried while I stared at nothing and that’s when I realized that maybe, Logan just took me here so he can make my life miserable.
I asked him to stay gone and he’s been doing that for days so how come he will suddenly drag me just so we can fix everything. He may be tricked me and I was so fooled to believe in him. Once again, I let my guard down all because my love for him conquered me. I must know it. He already give me the warning that I will regret that I asked him to bring the old Logan back. He brought him back and probably, the Logan I slept with last night wasn’t the Logan who was so sweet, nice, and clingy to me. He may be the old Logan, my ruthless boss, the insensitive beast who doesn’t care about what others may feel. The Logan who only thinks himself…
And what happened last night, was just a part of his plan to get me into his trap. He knows that I love him because I’ve confessed it unintentionally before. And he used that as his advantage so he can hurt me. What happened last night was all just a mistake… a mistake which I did in the past. I slept with a stranger, I gave my whole self to the man I didn’t know.