Chapter 90
KYLIE’S POV
I know my brother, the Alpha king of deserves the treatment he got, but sometimes I can’t help but pity him. Yes he was mean to Reign, he hurt her in many ways, but these past weeks he has done nothing but tried his best to show her that he is sorry for his actions and that he wants them to be together.
I know I have no right to judge her, but I can’t help it. Reign’s decision to leave despite my brother’s pleas was selfish. Hardin actually cried and begged her not to go but she just left.
I want to hate her, I badly want to hate her for being mean to my brother, but I can’t. She is his mate and the Luna of this pack and most importantly, she is my sister in law. I can’t possibly hate her.
Hardin has been in her room all day, he has refused to drink or eat anything and I’m actually very scared for him.
He deserves a chance.
Right now it’s break time but I’m walking over to Miguel’s office in the training center. I need him to talk to him see how we can figure out what to do about this situation. I honestly don’t like the state in which my brother is in right now. I hate it.
Once I get to his door, I knock gently at the door and when I get a signal to get in, I gently creak open the door and take calculated steps into the office.
Whenever I’m called into this office, it’s either to get properly scolded or given some very harsh punishment. It’s not my favorite place in this entire pack.
“Hello Miguel”
“Hello Reign, how are you”
“I’m fine thank you”
“What can I do for you?”
“Uh… nothing really, I just want us to talk” I say calmly and he raises his head up to look at me.
“What about?”
“Hardin and Reign”
“Oh…” He exclaims with a creased brow.
“So, what about them?”
“Well, Hardin is not very happy about the fact that Reign left. He is devastated and depressed and I don’t like it either” I explain and he gently drops his pen and covers him face with his palm as he lets out a heavy sigh of frustration.
“Same here cupcake, same here. I hate seeing him in this state, but what can I do?’
“You are his Beta and best friend, you can convince him to go bring her back”
“I think Hardin is done going after Reign”
“No he can’t, she’s his mate, he can’t just give up on her. Please Miguel” I call as I walk over to him and hold him by his arm and shake him hard. “Please, Hardin is going to loose his mind if he doesn’t see Reign for a whole day. You need to do something, please” I plead in tears as I shake him harder.
They should bring Reign. I want them to bring Reign back home.
“Fine, fine I’ll talk with him after training” He gives in and I squeal around in excitement.
“Thank you very much Miguel”
“Anytime cupcake”
“I’ll leave for work now, see you around” I say as I make my way out of the office.
If Miguel and Hardin go out in search of Reign, they are definitely going to find her and bring her back home.
That is one thing for sure.
“And what’s making the princess so excited?” A soft voice speaks from behind and I immediately stop on my tracks. I do not need a sorcerer to tell me that’s Nigel’s voice, my ultimate crush.
I will recognize that voice any time of the day and wherever I go. I close my eyes and let out a heavy sigh as I replace the sad look on my face with a smile.
My heart!
“Hi” I greet shyly as I turn around and when my eyes meet with perfectly handsome face, my heart starts throbbing hard in my chest. As he walks over to me, I freeze on the spot and I can feel my body heat up.
He is perfect!
“Hi Kylie, how are you doing today?” He asks and I just blush.
“It’s going just well”
“That’s nice to hear. Wanna join me fur lunch?”
“It will be a pleasure”
I smile harder when he walks over to me and entwines our fingers together and we both walk out of the building.
Sweet Moon goddess, please let Nigel be my mate.
Hardin’S POV
I can feel her in this room, that’s why I don’t want to leave, especially as her pheromone still lingers around. I can never get enough of it and I don’t know until when I’m going to leave this room.
I miss her.
I miss her dearly and I wish she can just remember that and come back home.
I wish she just gave me a chance.
“The room door creaks open and when I look up, I see Miguel walk into the room and I just turn my head around.
“Hardin”
“Go away” I instruct but he doesn’t listen as usual, he just keeps walking forward and soon, he stops in front of the bed and sits by myside.
“Tell me what it’s like”
“What’s that?”
“Being in good terms with your mate, like playing with her, her letting you treat her like the queen she is, please tell me how that feels” I plead with a husky voice.
“Well, being in good terms with your mate is actually something that makes you feel so complete, makes you feel happy and also makes you feel afraid”
“Afraid of what exactly?”
“Ever loosing her. Like whenever you leave her side, you just feel like something is going to happen, like something is going to go wrong. It’s complicated”
“That sounds cool. I want to feel that way. I want to feel happy, afraid, I just… I just want to genuinely experience what it feels like to be in a healthy relationship with my mate”
“Hardin, that is really not impossible. You just need to push harder”
“How exactly? I have cried, I have gone down on my knees to beg. I have done all I can to make Reign realize how much I love her, but she doesn’t want to forgive me. It’s so exhausting to keep doing the same thing over and over again.”
“Trust me when I tell you that I understand what you are going through”
“No you don’t!” I scold in anger.
He doesn’t! Nobody knows what I’m actually going through. Nobody!
“Most at times I feel like I don’t want to do this anymore, I feel like I just want to die and free myself from all this pain, from all this rejection, from all this depression but I can’t because I’m kind if invincible. I honestly don’t want to do this anymore Miguel. I just want to be happy. Why is it so hard for me to be happy?”
“Bro, I very well know it’s hard, but you need to pull yourself together and let’s find a way to tackle this issue.”NôvelD(ram)a.ôrg owns this content.
“I don’t want to tackle any issues. I just want Reign here already. I just want her to accept me as her mate. I just want her to love me back!”
“We can make that happen”
“By doing what exactly?”
“Finding her and bringing her back here”
“Reign doesn’t want to be found and even if we do , she’s just going to keep rejecting me. I swear I don’t want to listen to her hurtful words anymore”.
“But you said giving up is not an option. Why are actually considering it right now?”
“This is not me giving up, this is me trying to avoid getting hurt over and over again by her mean words and actions”
“You know, I would have let you be if you weren’t in here in her bedroom, bawling your eyes out. You want Reign back, you need her Hardin, I know that’s what you want”
“Of course that’s what I want”
“Then let’s go get her!”
“Where exactly?”
“Goodland! I mind linked Alpha Damien to ask if she was at his castle and he told me he sent a few guards with her to Goodland. They must have arrived by now. Hardin, if we leave now, we will there by morning and we can bring her back” He explains and I quietly wipe my tears away.
Not even my mother has seen my tears as much as Miguel has.
“You think this will work?” I ask and he shrugs his shoulders.
“We can never know unless we try. Besides you owe it to the entire pack to bring their Luna back home. She’s not just yours Hardin, she is our Luna and we all need her”
“Miguel, I don’t know what I would do without you”
“This is not the time for love confessions. Get your ass up and let’s go get our Luna”
“I’m going to go alone with a few guards. Stay here and make sure everything goes as it should”
“That is not going to happen. I’m not going to let you embark on this…”
“Miguel!” I call firmly and he stops talking and looks up at me. “This is an order from your Alpha, you will stay behind and look after the entire pack while I’m gone. No more discussion on this topic”
“Yes Alpha” He agrees with a slight bow but I can see in his eyes that he is not very happy with my decision.
The two of us can’t leave the pack without any leader, rogues will attack and that would be very dangerous.
Also, Reign is my mate and if there’s anyone who has to convince her to come back home, it has to be me and no one else.
Sweet Moon goddess, please let this work in my favor.