61. The Traitor
61. The Traitor
CHAPTER 61: The Traitor
EVERYONE WAS SURPRISED when Lilian decided to appear in front of the whole Moon Stone Pack
after the tragedy. She called for a meeting in the open field for everyone to attend. And now, standing in
front of them all, was really painful for her.
She's alone... just some pack warriors beside her. She pictured this out that she will be with her mate
once she meets them all. But she's not...
And it breaks her heart again and again thinking that she will face everyday of her life alone from now
on.
The morning sunlight hits her face that suddenly reminds her of the light that appeared after she...
ended Alpha Karius' life. The weather is nice but Lilian couldn't seem to appreciate it because she's still
morning.
Sunrise... it reminds everyone of a new beginning, just like what others said. But for her, it's another
pain... another day of living in sadness. Another day of mourning. It's sad that the beauty of the
surroundings doesn't give her peace anymore. It will always remind her of Alpha Karius.
"I know you're already aware about the tragedy that just happened here in the pack. As the Luna, I
want to sincerely apologize for what happened... for losing your loved ones. I know how it feels. They
will never be forgotten. Please know that I am always with you," Lilian said as she bowed her head a bit
in front of them all, making them gasped and shocked. They can't believe that their Luna is lowering
her head in front of them all. "And aside from that... our pack has also lost our dear... A-Alpha. It was
hard for me as his Luna to lose him. He's my one and only mate. This is breaking my heart but the only
thing that we could do now is to... accept everything. He was the very strength and power of this pack
but it's sad that... everything turns out like this. I'm so sorry..."
Lilian tried so hard being strong in front of the whole pack even though the corner of her eyes is already
getting teary. This is so hard for her... acting like she's not affected at all. She wanted to be strong for
the pack from now on. Because all the responsibilities will be passed to her even though it's hard for
her to learn everything in a short span of time.
Seeing the pack with their sad expression is another thing. It was obvious on their faces that they are
also mourning with her. Some are even crying silently for their loss and crying because their alpha is
gone now.
"I don't know if I could do this... alone but I'm asking for your help... to fulfill all my duties as your Luna
and to take care of all of you. This is all new to me and I don't think I could even do this right, honestly
speaking... because there's no other wolf that could do this better other than Alpha Karius," Lilian
continued as a matter of fact.
One of the wolves suddenly raised her hand, making Lilian look at her. The wolf asked a question.
"Luna... does this mean that you are the new Alpha from now on?"
Lilian gulped the lump in her throat and sighed. "Yes. From now on, you can go to me if you want my
help. I will work hard to be not just your Luna, but also your Alpha," she answered honestly. She
couldn't help but to somehow doubt herself. Can she really do this? Can she be the alpha that the pack
wishes to have? If she's going to answer her own question... her answer will be... no.
No, Lilian can't do it because aside from the fact that she doesn't have proper training, she thinks that
no one could really rule the whole Moon Stone pack other than Alpha Karius.
It was quiet, it made Lilian anxious even more. So many thoughts are running in her mind but she
couldn't seem to find the right words to say. Lilian knows that some of the wolves in the pack are also
doubting her, and she understands that pretty well.
"They say you're the chosen one of the moon goddess. And you... killed the alpha!" one of them
suddenly said, making everyone murmur with everyone on their sides.
"What?! She killed the Alpha!?"
"I don't think I could stomach this! Alpha Karius died in her hands!"
"What will happen to us now? Alpha Karius is the best Alpha that this pack has ever had!"
"Be careful of your words. She's still our Luna and the Queen of all the wolves," Calyx said to the wolf
who kept on murmuring some things against Lilian. It made Lilian gasp a bit when Calyx referred to her
as the queen of the pack. Being the chosen one made her the queen. And she couldn't just appreciate
that title wholeheartedly.
She's a Kingless Queen. She smiled bitterly at her thoughts.
Calyx knew how hard this was for Lilian. And he knew that she's already having a hard time even
though she's still mourning for Alpha Karius' death. He doubted her intentions to Alpha Karius before
but seeing her this week... and pretending to be okay in front of the whole pack is something else.
Calyx promised to herself that he will protect Luna at all cost... not because it was the right thing to do,
but because Alpha Karius wanted her to do it. He will do everything for him, even if he's not here
anymore.
Instead of being insulted, Lilian still smiled sadly. "Yes. I am the chosen one of the moon goddess. It
was my fault why... Alpha Karius is gone now. I did it because it was the right thing to do even though it
breaks my heart into pieces. It wasn't my intention to end his life like that. It's just that... I had no other
choice."
"So, it's true? That Alpha Karius is indeed a demon? We had an Alpha that has the blood of evil!"
Lilian's expression darkened a bit. "It wasn't Alpha Karius' fault that he has the blood of a demon. Don't
disrespect him in front of me and say some things about him like that or I will do something in that
sharp tongue of yours, " she said with full authority this time as she looked at the wolf that suddenly
said that. She became serious this time. "Anyone who objects to my decision to be the Alpha of this
pack, you can freely leave anytime you want. I'm not forcing you to accept my decision..." she added.
Lilian gritted her teeth. She doesn't really like how they bad-mouthed Alpha Karius like that even
though he's already gone. She had no choice but to be authoritative this time.
She just hoped that she could fulfill all her obligations as the new alpha of the pack.
***
"ARE YOU SURE on this one?" Calyx asked Lilian the moment they reached the dungeon.
The dungeon is where they put the wolves who had committed a heavy sin. There are many wolves
who died in that place already. Some took their own life and some lost their sanity because of the
deafening silence of the place.
Lilian nodded her head as the disgusting smell of the place welcomes her nostrils. She didn't mind and
just kept on walking. It was her first time to see this place and she pretty understand why the some of
the wolves lose their own sanity here. Because even in the dark, Lilian could feel like someone is
watching her in the dark even though there's really none.
She suddenly thought about... demons. They say that demons are evil. But she somehow thinks that
demons are just inside us, lurking in our head, waiting for us to commit a sin.
She erased her own thoughts and looked at the place again. This is where they will put Jackson...
Lilian already asked permission from Calista if they could jail Jackson there and she allowed her.
Calista will be the one to inform his parents about it and Lilian is really thankful for that because she
doesn't think she could do it instead. It will surely break Jackson's parents' heart. She will not have the
strength to talk to them about it.
Now, Lilian will visit Jackson to clear some... things.
"He's a traitor. You shouldn't put your attention too much on him anymore. He doesn't deserve it," Calyx
said with his monotonous tone. "And he already owned up with his mistakes. He hypnotized you with
the wolfsbane, and kissed you without hesitation while Alpha Karius was watching. He sided with
Gianna and was the one who released the demon of Alpha Karius. Those reasons are enough to be
put here for the rest of his life."
Lilian slowly nodded her head. She knew about those things already. All she thought was she willingly
kissed Alpha Karius but it turns out he hypnotized her... and she didn't even notice it.
She sighed. "I want to hear everything from him."
Sighing, Calyx just nodded his head as an answer and couldn't seem to change Lilian's mind anymore.
They reached the cell where they put Jackson.
"We're here." He informed her.
Lilian looked at Jackson who's sitting inside his cell and looking down. There's a faint light coming from
the small window above but it wasn't enough to light the place. Jackson then looked up when he felt
their presence. Two warriors are guarding outside. She looked at them, giving them a sign to leave for
a moment. She wanted a private conversation with Jackson.
"We'll be outside," Calyx said, which made Lilian nod her head as an answer.
She slowly went to Jackson and looked at his face. She confirmed something. He's not the same man
that she treated her brother anymore. He looked stressed. The bags under his eyes somehow made
him older. It was as if he ages for years in just a couple of days.
"Why, Jackson? Why do you have to... betray me like that?" She asked coldly, trying to contain her
emotions. Her eyes are getting misty thinking how the hell did he turn out like this. She never knew that
this day would come... that he would betray her. Of all people, why him? She trusted him so much!
He smiled, a sad one. "I'm sorry, Lilian..."
She shook her heada aggressively, forcing to calm herself because of her threatening tears at the
corner of her eyes. "I want answers." She demanded.
"You will never understand me."
"Then at least have the decency to explain." She's trying to contain her emotions right now. She's
already on the verge of crying but then... this is all that she would get from him? She will never
understand? Really?!
"What for? You shouldn't be talking to me anymore. I'm a... traitor."
She pursed her lips and sighed heavily. "You're not like this, Jackson. What happened to you?" Lilian
asked him.
He sighed. "I was... blinded with my toxic love for you. I'm sorry. That is the only way I know to get the
love that I don't deserve in the first place."
Her eyes watered on his answer even more. He loves her, huh. That is not enough reason to betray
her! It hurts her so much that this man... the brother she wished to have... became like this.
"You're like a brother to me. And it hurts getting betrayed by you... of all people. I trusted you. You did
so much for me. I owe you a lot but..." Lilian shook her head disappointedly.
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"Your sorry will never be enough. Maybe if you didn't do that... we were able to find another solution but
you fucked everything up and sided with that woman!" Her tears rolled down to her cheeks. "Your
sorrys will never be enough. I... I lost the man that I only love! I know it wasn't all your fault but..." She
looked down as she cried silently.
"I know. You can... just kill me if you want. If that's the only thing that would give you your peace of
mind."
She laughed sarcastically. "No, I won't. Just... die slowly here and rot alone. Dying is the easiest option
for you," Lilian said as she stood up, leaving him there.