End: The Alpha's Side (Part I)
End: The Alpha's Side (Part I)
END: The Alpha's Side (Part I)
**ALPHA KARIUS' POV**
WHEN I FOUND out about my other side, I loathed myself so much. Of all people... why does it have to
be me? Why do I have to have it too? I've been a good boy when I was young despite the cold
treatment of my mother before. Even though I was young, I could still feel the fear of the helpers on me.
Only Nadia was good enough for me despite me being a... monster.
Monster. That's what I heard from the other pups before after what I did to Bryan... the kid that I killed
because of not controlling my own demon. I was so scared of myself. I was so mad too for doing that to
a kid. I became aloof from the other kids and only Calyx has the courage to go near me. I tried shooing
him away but he was so persistent! Until I didn't shoo him away anymore. He's my most genuine friend
and brother.
Sighing, a memory from my childhood suddenly rushed in her mind like a whirlwind...
"Never let anyone know about what happened to that kid named Bryan. Anyone who will make a word
about it will be punished."
I could hear my mother talking to someone in thd library before. She was so furious to the point that I
could hear a loud thud on a table. I remained standing outside the library as I listened to her. I was
curious when she mentioned... Bryan.
"And find the writer who published this damn book! How dare he or she publish here about my son
being a..." She paused a bit and sighed deeply. "What happened will never be released in public!"
"Yes, Luna."
"Make sure you do this clean. I just want to protect my son. He's still so young to experience being
judged like that! I will never let anyone look down on him. He's the future alpha of the pack and I'll do
everything to not taint his name while he's still young..."
With that, I straightened my back with my now teary eyes. My mother wanted to protect me... I heard it
loud and clear. It warms my heart that I couldn't help but to cry.
I could still hear her talking but then what she said earlier really warms my heart. I wasn't able to move
in my position until the door suddenly opened revealing my mother. I looked up to him and didn't bother
to wipe the tears on my eyes anymore.
"My son... darling. Don't worry. I got this. I will protect you. I'm sorry for everything," she said as she
suddenly wrapped me in a warm hug. I couldn't help but to cry even more.
I've been waiting for this... I've been waiting for this to finally happen. I savored every moment with my
mother.
"I love you, Mama..." I whispered while sobbing, still hugging her tightly.
"I love you too, son." She caressed my hair and kissed my forehead.
That scene became my strength... my reason to fight my demon and locked it at the deepest part of my
system. And I did... I was able to keep it hidden. It all went well.
I became the better version of myself. I trained as the next alpha. I also gained more confidence and
made everyone proud of all my achievements. And what I really like the most that happened to me
was... her.
My Luna. My Queen. My Love.
Lilian Jade Montgomery.
The first thing that I noticed about her was the fact that she's not afraid to stand up for what 's right.
And the fact that she's glowing when I saw him hits something in my chest. Is it love at first sight?
Damn. It was corny but maybe... that's what happened. A memory came to my mind again back when I
first saw her.
"P-Please, give me another chance--"
"Chance?! Don't fucking command me! You're just an omega!" Mason screamed at the elderly wolf.
I clenched my jaw seeing that scene. The elderly wolf committed a sin. And I don't tolerate those
wolves who're doing bad so I always let Mason punished who will do something bad, whether you're a
higher rank wolf or lower rank wolf.
The omegas have been really a pain in the ass in the pack. Even though I pity them sometimes, I
couldn't just shrug off the idea of some of them doing bad. Some would steal and some would hurt
other wolves. So, even though I had an idea of removing the barrier between the lower ranks and
higher rank wolves, I just can't since some are not in favor of it. I should consider the other wolves'
ideas first.
"I'll do his part instead. I'll clean his area."
I automatically looked at the brave woman who suddenly spoke up for the elderly wolf. It was an
omega, but unlike the other women here, I instantly felt something inside me... like my heart skipped a NôvelD(ram)a.ôrg owns this content.
beat and the butterflies in my stomach were flying wildly.
"And who are you to stand for him?!" Mason shouted at the brave woman.
"I'm Lilian..." she answered with her soft voice that contradicts her brave expression. She looked at the
elderly wolf with sympathy before looking at Mason again.
"Hah! I still don't care. If that's what you want, then clean the whole place instead!" Mason shouted at
her.
And that made me interrupt. I didn't know what's gotten into me when I went to them, my gaze was still
on the woman.
"What's happening here?" I asked with my most authoritative tone, my gaze didn't leave the woman.
"Alpha!" Mason said as he bowed his head a bit together with the other wolves. They are all surprised
with my sudden presence here. "I was just punishing him, Alpha."
I clenched my jaw. "Just let it pass. Follow me. I have something to do for you," I said instead and
looked at the woman again.
Lilian... what a beautiful name. She looked at my direction and I wasn't sure if I did really see how her
cheeks blushed the moment our gazes met. Nevertheless, she's still pretty.
That day... I made a decision to make her mine. Mine alone. Because I am sure that I wouldn't be able
to see her with someone else.