#2 Chapter 38
“Yexel …” she called to him crying but he didn’t listen. He continued to step away.
“Yexel, I love you” he stopped in his tracks. Is it true that he loves her too ?. He closed his eyes tightly to restrain himself from facing it that he eventually failed. his body voluntarily turned towards the girl.
It wiped away the tears running down its cheeks, which were immediately replaced. He ran towards her and immediately hugged her tightly.
“I just want you to be close to me, don’t keep me away oh. yexel, I won’t be too naughty anymore, I won’t hurt your head. I just want to keep an eye on you, I want to make sure you’re safe, I want you to get well because I don’t want to see you struggling “she said crying as she hugged himthat’s what he avoids, to be afraid that he will be ruined.
Reluctantly, he took it away from her. He looked it in the eyes then spoke again.
“I don’t want you by my side, Aenah. I hope you understand” he convinced her but shook her violently.
“Please Aenah, stop this !. Just forget about me” he insisted as he started to cry. He might give up at any time.
“Say I can’t forget you!” With his arm he wiped away its tears. “I love you so much!”
“Then hate me ! be angry with me because I can’t love you as much as you love me. The only thing that matters to me is that I get revenge on Dad, that I live for eight years that are becoming awkward because of you. please stay away from me, I don’t want to see you again and don’t ever love me again. Erase me from your mind because I will do the same! “After saying the words he did not know where they came from, he quickly left itI just really hope it follows what he said.
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When he got in his car, he started running, his vision was blurred because of the tears that were freely escaping from his eyes. he did not know where to go, what to think, what to feel.
He stopped the car somewhere and there he put himself on the steering wheel while holding his heart. This is the culprit, because he has a broken heart so he is hurt. why does he have to go through this? Did he commit a sin to suffer so much ?.
He did not know how many hours he cried in his car and how he got to the bar owned by a friend of his. he just realized that his feet were voluntarily stepping towards a stool and sitting there. He heard the voices of his two friends as he was not on his own staring at the bottle of wine. Strength to put^ngina! Even drinking is not allowed for him.
“I want to drink too” he said nothing of his own while looking at the wine in front of him.
“Hey Dude, you look broken” Thaddeus teased him still laughing. He wasn’t in the right mood to laugh at it, it only hurt more.
“Am I?” I don’t know how he will feel about this question. he laughed and then snatched a bottle of whiskey from Weyn.
“I want to get drunk” he said reluctantly.
“But you can’t” Weyn said he knew it was true but he was still annoyed.
“It’s not good for your health” he added, causing his eyes to water again.
“Yeah, my heart may fail. Fvck this heart!” He was angry and resentful that at the same time as shedding tears he thought he was exhausted from crying in his car.
“I want to take my heart after I crush it! Because of this heartbeat I can’t be with him! Because of this heart my life is useless! Because of this heart I can die at any time! I can’t even love someone, Why can’t I be happy? ” he was covered in the face when he felt that there was no reason for him to live. How else can he live if because of his heart he has to stay away from the reason why he wants to live ?.
“Arew, is there a problem” He just shook his head at Thaddeus’ question. Is there a problem? he laughed bitterly.
“I’ve had a problem since I was born. Me, I’m the problem. Why do I have to live? What’s the reason? Why do I seem to have to pay for my father’s sin!” His anger at his father returned. it really is the source of everything. If he had not deceived his wife he would certainly not have suffered, surely no Arew would have been born into the world just to suffer.
“Sshhh, don’t think too much.. That’s bad for you, when you disappear early, you’ll lose everything more “Weyn eased inside her. Will she lose anything else? Nothing, nothing.
“I thought there is someone who loves you wholeheartedly” Thaddeus turned his gaze when he spoke.
“Because I caught a rumor that there is a woman named Ae who promised to be your medicine. How can I not lose her love when the day comes that she is really the key to healing your heart?” He frowned at what he said.
“Who did you hear that from?” he asked, he answered with a shrug. Weyn and I looked at each other then nodded.
“Fvck! Let go of me, Voulger! D*mn it! I still don’t want to die, I still want to experience 100 s*x with one hundred different women!” he moaned for this reason to signal Voulger to tighten his grip on her.
“Say it!” He ordered it.
“D^mn it! Fine! Fine!” It surrendered so Weyn let it go.
“Ayst, I’m not sure because it’s just gossip but I have a clue. to two people fighting “his answer made their minds even more confused. If only he could have really killed this Montegamo. But, who are those two, two who know him and Aenah.
“Come with me and I’ll kick that man!” Aenah just blushed even though her eyes were already sore with tears when Ashana said that as she even lifted the sleeve of her dress. It’s like a street kid fighting.
“Stop it, you can’t help it” he moaned and forced himself not to cry anymore. He focused on the books he was studying, even though his heart ached when Yexel left him, as well as the things he said that he would not forget that he needed to study. even if it doesn’t love him back he will still do everything to cure it. He will study hard.
“You’re a bad girl ah, in my whole life I’ve only just seen a broken hearted person who is still working on studying and shuta, that’s still science, can you master those ? do you understand that Also, what are those roots and position do you remember? God, I’m dizzy right away, I’ll just stare “he turned around again. How did he become this friend again ?.
“But girl, why is your boyfriend like that?” Suddenly it said. he stopped reading and remembered what Yexel had said. He shook his head and spoke.
“He’s not my boyfriend” she replied with a pain in her heart.
“What? He’s not your boyfriend? But you’re crying so hard ? when in the hospital you still beat the one whose husband died in the hospital then, then you’re not your boyfriend? Are you crazy girl !? “He said with a streak of insult that he ignored. It wasn’t his fault that he was a traitor to his heart, he couldn’t control his feelingsno matter what, he will still do everything to save Yexel. Even if he ignores what is important, he will succeed in prolonging his life.
Like the speed of the sun and a few months immediately passed, he followed Yexel’s wishes and he no longer goes to it. He also has no news about it, he just believes that it will not neglect his own health makes him feel better.
“Aenah, you go!” He just sighed and could do nothing but nod at his mother’s wishes. Suddenly his eldest brother planned a Reunion and wanted them to be complete. He could do nothing but agree.
She shyly looked up at Doc. schmidt just laughed at what he did. It turned its full attention to him waiting for what he would say.
“What’s the matter, I have to go home to the province. I would like to talk to my other professors” he explained with a laugh. he is nervous and he accepts if he refuses.
“Sure, no problem” his smile widened when he agreed and didn’t ask again maybe he would change his mind.Material © NôvelDrama.Org.
thanks really to Doctor Kaiser and he agrees with his other professors, he’s only been there for two weeks and he’ll just pass on his activities online. he also came from their province to visit his father last week when his mother also called his brother in Manila.
As he looked out of the bus he could not help but sigh. he still needs a long time to become a full -fledged surgeon, he needs to be strong. After a long trip he also arrived. As usual the people in their area are still chismosa.
He was about to enter their house when his cellphone rang. he frowned at the same number that he didn’t even know who texted him.
Hi good Ae. I hope you still remember me. Please register my number and yeah, don’t worry about Arew he’s doing fine.
From: Thad
The news that he has no news about Yexel is true unless he includes the texts of someone with the name Thad. He didn’t know it but he seemed to know it very well. He just shook his head and pocketed the cellphone.
“Bunso!” his siblings greeted him with a smile. His nephews also ran after him. He missed them too much.
“By the way, when is Ate Amy coming?” He asked his sister Aerha who was busy dressing her youngest child.