The Spanish Love Deception

Chapter 46

Reaching my wardrobe, I threw the doors open. Rummaging around as I searched for whatever I owned that would

rise to the occasion, I slowly regained my focus.

I fished the one piece of clothing with the potential to save my ass out of the depths of my wardrobe, grabbed the pair

of heels I reserved for special events, a couple of accessories, and headed for the bathroom.

On my way, I gave Aaron a sideways glance. He was hovering somewhere close to the velvety blue sofa, dwarfing it,

his gaze on the screen of his phone. He didn’t even lift his head when I walked in front of him.

Good. Better than him snooping around or flaunting his apparently very distracting body around.

It had to be the tuxedo. This behavior of mine—this reaction he had caused in me—wasn’t normal.

“I will … get ready in there,” I said over my shoulder to the man who seemed to take all the space in my small

apartment. “Make yourself at home.”

Once inside the only walled room in my apartment—the bathroom—I felt somehow lighter. My skin cooler. It didn’t

have a lock, so I simply shut the door and hung the dress from the shower bar and started with my makeup and hair.

After what seemed like an eternity—and at the same time, not nearly enough time—I was finally content with how I

looked. The woman who stared back at me from the full-length wall mirror I had cleverly installed in the bathroom was

wearing a sleeveless floor-length dress. A color somewhere between onyx and midnight blue. The cut and the fabric

were rather simple—and definitely not evening gown-ish enough—but the slit that traveled along the skirt all the way

up, stopping above my right knee, gave it a graceful and classy touch. Although the real star of the show was the

neckline, which—even if it didn’t give an inch of cleavage away, closing around my neck like it did—was embedded

with white beads that imitated pearls. It was absolutely beautiful. That was exactly why I had impulsively bought it Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

months ago. And why I hadn’t had the chance to wear it yet and forgotten it was even there.

My gaze inspected the waves of brown hair falling on my shoulders. Nowhere near perfect, but it would have to do.

For a long minute there, I considered putting on red lipstick. But I quickly discarded it, thinking it would be overdoing it.

I’d rather reserve that for a real date.

Not that it would be happening anytime soon. Dates hadn’t been in the cards for a long time.

Sighing softly, I felt an uncomfortable twinge in my chest.

I hadn’t gone on a date in what felt like an eternity. Not that I considered myself unworthy or unattractive enough not

to pique someone’s interest. I had gone on a few dates here and there shortly after moving to New York. But at some

point, I had stopped trying. What was the point when it was clear there was something wrong with me? I might have

left Spain, but somehow, I had managed to leave my trust—my willingness to fall in love ever again—somewhere

across the o

cean.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I realized I hadn’t put effort in my makeup, hair, and clothes for just as long. And now, I

wished I hadn’t noticed that.

Because pitying myself was something I had long ago promised myself I wouldn’t do. It was a route I swore I wouldn’t

take.

Then, why was I feeling this way? How had I let myself get here? To the point that for the first time in months, I was

putting actual effort in my appearance and my clothes, and I was doing it for something that wasn’t even real. A fake

date. A deal. A sort of business agreement. Jesus, how had I gotten to the point where I needed to make up a

relationship, so I didn’t feel like a total failure?

My fears rang as true as ever. I was broken. I was—

A knock on the door returned me to the present, reminding me of who was waiting for me outside my bedroom.

Impatiently, if the pounding on the door was any sign.

“How much longer is it going to take you, Catalina?” Aaron’s notoriously deep voice carried through the bathroom

door. “You’ve been in there long enough.”

I looked at the time on the little clock I had on one of the bathroom shelves—6:45 p.m. Still fifteen minutes to spare if

we went by the time he had initially agreed to pick me up. I shook my head.

Another knock. This one was harder. More impatient.

“Catalina?”

I decided to answer his lack of patience with silence. Someone had to show him that he couldn’t always get his way.

Plus, I had been promised fifteen—all right, fourteen—minutes more.

Still feeling the crack that had reopened in my chest, I slipped my right foot inside one of my heels and lifted it to the

toilet seat. Meticulously, I worked on the strap.

Taking my time, I did the same with the left one. I still had a few minutes, and I planned on—

A third knock never came. My lockless door flew open, startling the crap out of me and revealing a very restless man.

Aaron’s simmering blue eyes found mine.

I stood in heeled and shaky legs as I felt my chest heave with the aftershock of the intrusion.

“Catalina.” A speck of relief surfaced in those blue pools of impatience. “Why didn’t you answer when I called your

name? You’ve been in here for a whole hour.” His palm was still on the doorknob, one of his feet on the tiled floor and

his wide shoulders occupying all the space beneath the threshold of the door.

His blue eyes searched my face very slowly. Almost painfully so. So much that my breathing didn’t get a chance to go

back to normal and scattered all over the place. I watched Aaron’s eyes traveling down the length of my dress, his

expression hardening with every inch he navigated. I could see his jaw cramping down tightly by the time his gaze

made its way back to mine. A muscle jumped.

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